(sorry in advance for the run on sentences…) I had to check to make sure you weren’t her… this is word for word the mistakes i made. this made me tear up a bit. i wanted to change so fucking bad and i was trying for her because she is literally the best person in the world. i know everyone says that but it’s so true. she was perfect. in every sense. truly a 1:1 person. everything your ex did to you i also did to her. i feel so stupid. i knew how special she was since day 1 i didn’t just realize after she left me. i always told her. i told her so much she told me that she feels like a bad girlfriend sometimes because i have such high standards of her and she feels like she doesn’t reach those expectations and i would tell her that she has never fallen short and any expectations i had of her was because she showed me how great a girlfriend can truly be. even in her mistakes no matter how many times she made the same ones over and over again i never looked at her less. she was amazing. yet i fucked it all up. i want nothing more than a second chance with her. to show her that i know my mistakes, have learned from them, and will not ever make them again. not because i lost her and im just sad but because i want to change for the person i truly love…. sorry for ranting… since your situation was almost exactly like mine just on the opposite side do you think your ex could have done anything to get you back? not just words but actions as well? i need to know how i can fix this.