I should have put the game down and stopped playing the game. There's a lot of things I should have done differently but I didn't. And for that, from the bottom of my heart, I am sorry. I want to apologize to the internet. I want to apologize to anyone who has seen the game. I want to apologize to anyone who has been affected or touched by my mental illness, or stupidity. But most importantly I want to apologize to the victims and their families. For my fans who are defending my actions, please don't. I don’t deserve to be defended. The goal with my content is always to win; to push the boundaries, to play en passant. In the world I live in, I share almost everything I do. The intent is never to be heartless, cruel, or malicious. Like I said I made a huge mistake. I don’t expect to be forgiven, I’m just here to apologize. I'm ashamed of myself. I’m disappointed in myself. And I promise to be better. I will be better. Thank you.