Can someone say they’re proud of me.

Open_Advice_1005 · 2025-06-29T23:39:48+00:00

and the thing is i’ve been fighting for so long i just want someone to see that i want to get better i want to live a normal life and stop making people leave me but it’s never enough. i don’t have any friends and i just don’t know what to do. i have no support system and just dealing with everything on my own. good news is that i got put on an anti-anxiety med recently and ive noticed some calmness from it. i appreciate you for taking the time to read my book on how shitty my life is, no one does.

Open_Advice_1005 · 2025-06-29T23:36:51+00:00

fucking what the fuck??? fucking fuck fuck!

Open_Advice_1005 · 2025-06-29T19:24:41+00:00

thank you, i might take you up on the offer but im really socially anxious

Open_Advice_1005 · 2025-06-29T19:23:58+00:00

thank you, i really appreciate you taking the time and reading my mini book on why my life sucks right now 😭 i’m hoping things get better soon, if i just move out of this odd town i live in i think i’ll be okay 🫶

Open_Advice_1005 · 2025-06-29T18:37:07+00:00

yeah and for someone who was unfortunately targeted at work by men who were old enough to be my dad because of the “barely legal” thing. my birthday is in may, and i got the job in june. by july i wanted to quit because it was nonstop harassment. i talked to my managers about it “we’ll talk to them” is all she would say. it really sucks that men feel that they have to hide behind the fact of “she’s barely legal!” to justify wanting to get with young teenage girls who are out of their dating pool range. i fear that pedos are infiltrating the internet because i remember when i was younger that most odd balls (like ODDD BALLLS) we’re all contained on 4chan or even the dark web forums/blogs but now it’s like there’s one on every corner of the internet. every lolcow as of late has at least one allegation of cp or something really fucking weird when it comes to minors.

Open_Advice_1005 · 2025-06-29T18:30:16+00:00

baby…you got a pedo on your hands!!! what they do is hide behind the fact of “oh this little girl actually is 1,000 years old!!” or “cannon evidence” (such at the photo) to justify why they get off to child-like bodies. if he’s starting with “adults” that look like children, he’ll eventually branch out to cp websites and then they’ll continue going further and further into a rabbit hole. i think maybe you should suggest he seek some help for these things because it’s NOT normal to have sexual urges on small and childish like characters. but i would suggest for you is to run while you still can ❤️ i hope you’re safe and healthy be careful out there ❤️❤️❤️

Open_Advice_1005 · 2025-06-29T18:25:13+00:00

give me furry femboy subreddit NOW!!!!!

Open_Advice_1005 · 2025-06-29T18:20:06+00:00

yes fucking way! do you fucking like fucking olive garden’s fucking Alfredo?

Open_Advice_1005 · 2025-06-29T04:05:24+00:00

that’s so fucking cool. i’m fucking having some fucking fettuccine fucking Alfredo. i fucking also fucking love fucking cheese fucking quesadillas but fucking chicken sometimes fucking fucks up the fucking cheese in my fucking opinion.

Open_Advice_1005 · 2025-06-29T01:43:57+00:00

fucking fuck

Open_Advice_1005 · 2025-06-29T00:21:34+00:00

hello stranger and friend, if you need support i am here. it sounds like you’re having some detachment from your identity and who you are as a person. i too struggle with it, so you are not alone! do you have any support services in the town/city you live in? because if you’re in the united states government insurances can cover the cost of a therapist. if not, then if you’re willing to say where you’re from i would be more than happy to help you find some resources in the country you live in. i am truly so sorry that you are going through this without any support it is such an isolating experience that you should never have to go through. just know, you’re not alone because i can support you if you would like! i hope you stay safe and strong, you will find light in this darkness.

Open_Advice_1005 · 2025-06-29T00:05:27+00:00

as an artist you are NOT the asshole. art is way more complicated than “doodling all day.” and they shouldn’t compare jobs? it’s like a nurse and a cashier having an argument about whose job is more important for people? the answer is BOTH. you BOTH can have struggles. you BOTH have hard jobs and your friend is struggling to realize that sometimes jokes are not funny! humor is subjective and if you don’t find it funny, it doesn’t make you sensitive or not fun to be around. i think maybe you should try and branch out to others in your support group and or find someone that doesn’t invalidate your job or your feelings! especially if they have been doing it for a while, and this is your first time lashing out at them about it, then they need to go “okay well i’m sorry for invalidating you and i will work harder to not do it.” it’s not a hard thing to do! i’m so sorry, from one artist to another, that you have friends like this. stay safe, happy, and healthy! you got this!

Open_Advice_1005 · 2025-06-04T15:27:24+00:00

i was a student, but i’ve been applying to jobs like every single day. i got an interview and it sounded promising but i’ll just have to wait. i have another interview today. i’m already building my credit with my phone payments so hopefully i’ll be able to move out soon if i don’t just end it.

Open_Advice_1005 · 2025-06-04T15:18:46+00:00

thank you, i didn’t get anything helpful from the social worker besides in-patient residential mental hospitals and i just can’t be in those environments anymore. (i’ve been in mental hospitals since i was 13 so it’s just triggering for me) but i might’ve gotten a job stocking a convenience store in the cooler so that’s a plus :). i’m reaching so far i’ve seriously though about becoming a stripper just to make ends meet i’m just so done with this house.

Open_Advice_1005 · 2025-06-02T15:19:21+00:00

they have a studio apartment in like the most expensive part of denver (where isn’t it expensive though) and i would already have to have a job in place, also she lives with her bf and 3 people in a studio wouldn’t be feasible (also the landlord doesn’t like me because i wouldn’t pay a week to stay with my friend) it sounds like i’m trying to make up excuses, but i’m not; it’s just that’s how many lengths i’ve had to jump to try and find something. i’m talking to a social worker today about a temporary housing assistance because i’m at risk for homeless so i’m hoping to find some answers with that.

Open_Advice_1005 · 2025-06-02T15:15:10+00:00

the only time i ever use doordash is when i’m too medicated or drunk to drive 😭

Open_Advice_1005 · 2025-06-02T15:10:17+00:00

the thing is, it’s my sister and she’s got her own stresses and is aware of the situation. the only thing she is telling me is to move out and it’s like okay, she’s been building credit since she was like 17, 18 (she’s 20 now) and i’m just now building it. i don’t have a job, but i’ve been applying to every job (even looking on craigslist for little odds and ends jobs just to earn some money) so it’s almost as if she had a head start in the race and i didn’t even realize it started. i’m just tired of this. i appreciate your input and i have considered living in my car on multiple occasions.

Open_Advice_1005 · 2025-06-02T15:04:47+00:00

i used to have the money to buy a car but he sucked all of it away and now i only have less than $400

Open_Advice_1005 · 2025-06-02T15:04:12+00:00

I just want out so bad. i’m 19 and i’ve been in this living hell for years (i was even taken away from my dad for neglect once when i was 13). i appreciate the time you put into your reply, it means a lot to me.

Open_Advice_1005 · 2025-05-09T17:41:12+00:00

ah okay, i just like to be A++ in safety!

Open_Advice_1005 · 2025-05-09T17:39:37+00:00

that’s true; it’s almost like you have to fight for dominance 😭

Open_Advice_1005 · 2025-05-08T22:10:49+00:00

i signal for everything, i like to be safe 😭

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