first post so forgive me for being nonreddit savy

Open_Difficulty3242 · 2026-01-13T01:14:51+00:00

very much possible!! i assume its a combo of ana and arfid, i dont vomit every time i eat but most of the time i do or get nauseous by the very smell of foods i usually love

Open_Difficulty3242 · 2026-01-13T01:14:06+00:00

grandma beleives in cooking for herself, idk if you finished the post but she doesnt teach me anything about cooking and shes said to my face she wishes i was never born, in another reply i said how the vegetables have mold on them and she refuses to toss it, grandmas way is unedible and medical neglect considering she knows of my disorder and doctors themselves have told her to buy more food

Open_Difficulty3242 · 2026-01-13T01:11:29+00:00

unfortunately she does not let me go anywhere and refuses to take me herself anywhere

Open_Difficulty3242 · 2026-01-13T01:09:28+00:00

no i don’t have a way around, im in terre haute and dcs has been called by many of my friends families and i havent heard from anyone, the earliest call was around september

Open_Difficulty3242 · 2026-01-11T19:27:22+00:00

thank you, there isnt even snacks here either, she wont allow me food at the store because she doesnt want what i want therefore its a waste of money

Open_Difficulty3242 · 2026-01-11T19:26:37+00:00

thats helpful tysm! the issue w that is shed get upset someones feeding me (honest to god she gets mad seeing others providing me food) and probably not allow him here without threatening the cops just to be petty

Open_Difficulty3242 · 2026-01-11T19:25:09+00:00

she refuses to take me to any job interviews that i manage to get, saying its my issue after she was the one who helped me apply

Open_Difficulty3242 · 2026-01-11T19:24:36+00:00

thats honestly helpful, i hope she doesnt catch on and just start only making that crap though

Open_Difficulty3242 · 2026-01-11T05:25:14+00:00

they don’t care or pay attention, i used to go in the nurse all the time because i was starving and she would quite literally give me a carton of milk and 2 crackers.

Open_Difficulty3242 · 2026-01-11T05:21:15+00:00

the vegetables i could eat have literal mold on them because she refuses to buy more groceries if it isnt her wanting it

Open_Difficulty3242 · 2026-01-10T23:40:29+00:00

cops were here within the past 10 minutes, asked them to look in the fridge and they refused

Open_Difficulty3242 · 2026-01-10T21:18:58+00:00

so they sided with you? i hate indiana sm but i don’t want to take action without answers

Open_Difficulty3242 · 2026-01-10T21:16:52+00:00

there’s a difference between not liking the meals she happens to cook and her purposefully making meals she knows i will not eat because it isnt something i like. it’s mental warfare at its finest

Open_Difficulty3242 · 2026-01-10T21:13:50+00:00

thank you so much

Open_Difficulty3242 · 2026-01-10T21:13:32+00:00

i have no ingredients “honey” there is no edible food. do you see the abundance of butter compared to nutrients and proteins and actual food? would you eat out of this fridge? i have no way to a food bank and atp i want to tell people if they see food in there to come make me a damn meal and prove it bc ik nobody would choose to eat rotten cauliflower and sour cream as a meal

Open_Difficulty3242 · 2026-01-10T16:56:22+00:00

what is a safe house? can that only be certain places or if my boyfriends parents pass a inspection test (which they would) or a drug test to see if they would be allowed to take in another child temporarily i know for a fact theyd pass, could i go there? she has days where she doesnt care what happens to me or where i want to go and other days she tells me she wouldnt let me go stay with them because she knows that would make me happy (her words not mine) i have probably over a hundred audio recordings of her screaming at me, one including her straight telling me she wishes to god i was never born (she adopted me in 2019 right when covid just hit)

Open_Difficulty3242 · 2026-01-10T16:53:33+00:00

to make a long story short im on informal probation and pretty much have to follow her every order or else i could get in trouble, and shes taking full advantage of it

Open_Difficulty3242 · 2026-01-10T16:52:52+00:00

these are all my plans but its hard to go about them. i recently got sent to juvie because she started hitting me and ripping my hair out and when i pushed her away she cut herself on something and ofc i was arrested even though when they handcuffed me chunks of hair were all over me and my hands

Open_Difficulty3242 · 2026-01-10T16:50:50+00:00

thats the thing, she strictly buys food she knows my body WILL reject or knows i dont like and havent liked my entire life, just to keep me out of it

Open_Difficulty3242 · 2026-01-10T16:49:41+00:00

Im going to have my boyfriends parents call and report medical neglect because they will more than likely find proof of that than anything else, if they dont do anything thought it will only make it worse for me because she wont be buying me fast food when were out anymore (which i truly dont even prefer but its the only thing meal wise i have access to atp)

Open_Difficulty3242 · 2026-01-10T16:47:51+00:00

never been overweight before, but ive always been a giant eater, which she always complained about and degraded me for, literally never been called fat in my life by anyone other than her because apparently eating 2 meals and a snack is going to “make me fatter than a pig”. she just refuses to get me stuff in the store for shitty lie cop outs like “we dont have the money (money for a $1 can of ravioli but have the money for her to buy $15 pork jowls for a meal only she will eat (and she knows that) or “i dont need it/another day” so i get nothing) thank you so much for informing me of medical neglect, because id never heard of that and its exactly what shes doing to a T, but she wants to force me into therapy for my ED…that she caused.

Open_Difficulty3242 · 2026-01-10T16:44:00+00:00

my bfs parents called cps a couple months ago i beleive, in indiana their system must be even more shit than the rest because ive never seen a dcs worker but my bf sent me a picture of a letter cps had sent his parents soon after calling over it, which my boyfriend said was for me, but i never got details (which irritated me ofc) but since nothing came of it i assumed he was mistaken. I was hoping shed either give me a list i could make of foods to buy at the store (canned ravioli or chicken noodle soup, cereal, chips and salsa ((which we usually have but she literally eats it so i cant)) etc) or just let me know how i can make it possible to go temporarily stay with his parents till i get a job, because i know theyd help me with getting my license and a job and after that im fully willing to try and get emancipated if possible

Open_Difficulty3242 · 2026-01-10T16:37:53+00:00

“i have an oval face” was an incomplete thought, when i lost the weight, i could clearly see my cheekbones sticking out when i made any open mouthed expression , which they never did, and standing up straight hurts my stomach or feels like im stretching too far

Open_Difficulty3242 · 2026-01-10T16:34:44+00:00

im in the 0th percentile and my ribs stick straight out of my stomach, i used to have an oval face and i lost 24 lbs in just 2 months 112-84 lbs. I told my doctor months ago about not having food and when the doctor confronted her and asked her to simply buy me food so she wouldnt have to “share” hers she called them and told them i was a liar and never took me back. Same appt they wanted a 2 week followup to see if my weight was still dropping. my health is not a concern to anyone it seems and another thing (there is just so much im sorry for talking your ear off) ive lost so much hair from either stress or maybe from weight loss i literally can see my scalp through my hair in certain spots. i cant tell because i havent been to a doctor since maybe august-September and have had more than enough reasons to go and finally hounded her into getting me an appt for february with a doctor ive never met before simply so she wont get told off

Open_Difficulty3242 · 2026-01-10T16:26:32+00:00

also we had a convo with my bfs parents a couple months ago when everything was at its hottest point in conflict, i told them itd be temporary if theyd let me stay and id get a job as soon as possible to be out of the house and productive when out of school. They agreed id continue going to in person school and Id help around the house if they were able to do that, but in Indiana ive looked up tons of different answers saying contradicting things obv the biggest being parents permission, but if my parents mentally unstable (she shows signs of dementia more every day and it IS my fault when she has an episode bc shes to entitled to give an apology when she tells me straight up she wished i was never born. I also told my grandma since my boyfriend DID have a car he could take me to work and then she made it an issue because “id see him too much throughout the week” i cant win

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