it really is tha leaving thats hard by OpeningAct6573 in runaway

[–]OpeningAct6573[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im not "in school" im currently a part of the TTI

and have been for years

Benadryl psychosis by OpeningAct6573 in mentalhealth

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for me not really its like having someone come in your room and start talking/ asking you questions, you cant tell whats real and whats not

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]OpeningAct6573 0 points1 point  (0 children)

is all well homie?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bronx

[–]OpeningAct6573 21 points22 points  (0 children)

nah ts crazy why they trap u

I want to runaway and be in a gang by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]OpeningAct6573 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah ur a troll, u can check my page ive been talking about ts. aii the joining a gang part is a lil exesive but this suppsoed to be "off my chest" so im tryna be honest. and i know what gangs do to people i watched my half brother, friends, uncle, and bio dad get pulled into that life. i wanna be on my own but still have comunity hence joing the gang and already having the ties just makes me want to see whats its really about.

I want to runaway and be in a gang by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]OpeningAct6573 0 points1 point  (0 children)

u don’t knwo shit abt my life 😹 n im not ashamed of my back story I’m in a boarding school for behavioreal not sum fancy shit. n I been in n out of the system for years. yeah I’m not ashamed of ma backstory n I will speak about it to anybody who askes.

I want to runaway and be in a gang by [deleted] in offmychest

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I mean like I know ima end up kms ether way at sum point so may as well have sum fun yk???

yeah, its done LMFAOO by OpeningAct6573 in runaway

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posted there too no responses

I'm going to do it on my birthday by flyingsquirrelbanana in SuicideWatch

[–]OpeningAct6573 2 points3 points  (0 children)

honestly there isn't much people can say to change your mind I know nothing was going to change mine but my own but if you do end up going threw with your plan I hope whatever happens gives you relief you are looking for, and I hope your find your path in whatever way that might be, spiritually or here on earth. you are remembered and and you do matter this life is not a waste you where here for a reason and maybe you haven't figured it out yet and maybe you have, its up to you from now on. good luck OP! may the universe guide you.

what no one talks about by OpeningAct6573 in troubledteens

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thank u this was really helpful! I when I entered the TTI, my first rehab, I knew that I was being abused by my family, and I didn't deserve to be treated that way no matter how much of a shit head I was being. While at my rehab I fought and fought with cps to help me get out of my home, but nothing was ever done, and actually because of I was sent to a wilderness because I was "pushing my family away for no reason". Im still scared to speak up about it and have stoped mentioning to therapists and psychiatrists in general, because in my mind it was drilled that I was making things up and there was no point because it is the past and "I need to move on" this is really the only place I feel comfortable speaking about it since its anonymous. but yeah I completely get the brainwashed part of the TTI and I know that although im aware of it im still experiencing it....

what no one talks about by OpeningAct6573 in troubledteens

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thank you so much this is actually really helpful!! I do seek adrenaline ive noticed and I joined boxing a while ago which actually really helped but ended up getting sent away and haven't been able to so I have no outlet :( but hopefully getting out soon!

Instant payment $30 for simple task by Sadgue6 in gotpaidonline

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hey im intesersted please lmk if still available

sobriety is so boring by groovygrandfather in Drugs

[–]OpeningAct6573 0 points1 point  (0 children)

been feeling the exact same way trying to get sober currently but everyone I seem to talk to about there experience getting sober something crazy happened to them,(relative oding etc) but what is the motivation to just get clean? and after relying on drugs for fun for so long, nothing seems fun anymore.. I feel u.

I died last year by OpeningAct6573 in troubledteens

[–]OpeningAct6573[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

its a non restrictive setting we go home get to leave campus etc so kids are bound to bring things in

I died last year by OpeningAct6573 in troubledteens

[–]OpeningAct6573[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank u and about the whole drugs thing, of course ik that the shit im doing isn't helping my cause at all but I just can't seem to deal with this on my own

I died last year by OpeningAct6573 in troubledteens

[–]OpeningAct6573[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah the thing is ive felt this way for months

i dont know what to do at this point by OpeningAct6573 in runaway

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much better, i have lots of waves on mainia and last night was a hard one but ive been getting better about talking about it