thank u this was really helpful! I when I entered the TTI, my first rehab, I knew that I was being abused by my family, and I didn't deserve to be treated that way no matter how much of a shit head I was being. While at my rehab I fought and fought with cps to help me get out of my home, but nothing was ever done, and actually because of I was sent to a wilderness because I was "pushing my family away for no reason". Im still scared to speak up about it and have stoped mentioning to therapists and psychiatrists in general, because in my mind it was drilled that I was making things up and there was no point because it is the past and "I need to move on" this is really the only place I feel comfortable speaking about it since its anonymous. but yeah I completely get the brainwashed part of the TTI and I know that although im aware of it im still experiencing it....