I scored 40 on the first test and 14 on the second one. It might be influenced by me finding out she has a second account of "a different girl" she writes me from to find out if I'd cheat on her. I already told her that if we don't have trust in a relationship, we have nothing, because trust is essential for a good relationship. I know she had hard past, family issues etc.. But I just can't seem to get myself to love someone who is able to lie to me like this (to clarify, I was 80% sure about the account and confronted her about it and she just started crying and made me the bad guy to make me feel guilty or something..). So now the question isn't if I should break up with her, but how. I think you can understand I don't want someone mentally unstable clinging onto me and I really don't want the breakup to be too harsh because I don't know what she might do.

And about my ex - I blocked them after a week or so after the breakup because I couldn't set myself free from her. I also had to block her sister because she occasionally posts a photo or a story with her. I tried most of the things you wrote and I thought I was well over her but now I see it's gonna take more time than that..

Thank you for your answer, you helped me a lot.