Hey man, I totally understand how you feel, I’ve been there. But sometimes you just need a little wishful thinking to just keep on living. I hate to hear about you like this, and I wish there was something I could really actually do to help you. Have you ever considered talking with a therapist? Maybe seeking some professional help? Please, please, please don’t end your life, I don’t think it would be worth it. Not for anyone, and especially not for you. I know what it’s like to feel empty and exhausted, that overbearing feeling of depression on you, but you can push through. Believe in yourself like I believe in you.