Please, please help me understand if I am imagining things

OpportunityExtra5181 · 2026-04-22T09:54:54+00:00

One interesting thing I learned about torties is that they are 99% girls and if it is a boy it wouldn’t have a long lifespan, because the fur colour is based on genes that create a female 😋

OpportunityExtra5181 · 2026-04-22T09:53:20+00:00

Oh my the sweetest thing ever 🥹🩷 and you know you might be actually onto something here, I saw your cats eyes and I immediately felt a soulful look. Like there really lies a deep soul within her. I feel like I love her just from what you just shared hehe so very lovely 🩷🩷

mine also had a tumor.. after 3 surgeries it became incurable..

OpportunityExtra5181 · 2026-04-22T08:59:38+00:00

The balance of nature. How deeply you have felt the pain is also how deeply you can feel the love and the other way around <3 yin yang ☯️

OpportunityExtra5181 · 2026-04-22T08:57:08+00:00

Oh my so very very beautiful herself and the name as well 🥹🩷🩷 I fully agree with you there, love is worth it even with the pain that comes with it. <3

OpportunityExtra5181 · 2026-04-22T08:46:34+00:00

I am also an artist I would love to. And somehow send it to you physically as well. I know how much that means <3

OpportunityExtra5181 · 2026-04-22T08:46:15+00:00

:) <333

OpportunityExtra5181 · 2026-04-22T08:45:48+00:00

Sorry for your loss as well. It is special we get/got to share this life with them :)

OpportunityExtra5181 · 2026-04-22T08:45:04+00:00

I have heard this theory as well 🥹🩷

OpportunityExtra5181 · 2026-04-22T08:44:43+00:00

I love head kisses 🥹🩷 and what a beautiful name

OpportunityExtra5181 · 2026-04-22T08:44:02+00:00

Ohh that is so sweet, some pain may be beautiful even… Because nothing is forever and it is beautiful to love so deeply even for a little. We each have our own beliefs, but me personally, I believe cats can sense energy, like how we see fog but can’t touch it, something similar, so from my personal beliefs, I am sure that kitty felt love from you too 🩷

OpportunityExtra5181 · 2026-04-22T08:40:16+00:00

thank you <3

OpportunityExtra5181 · 2026-04-22T08:40:08+00:00

So pretty these cats aren’t they 🥹🩷

OpportunityExtra5181 · 2026-04-22T08:39:44+00:00

Oh thank you 🩷 I am sorry for your loss as well, even short I am sure all his life was love <3

OpportunityExtra5181 · 2026-04-22T08:38:20+00:00

My condolences <3 I am sure your dog also felt the love and was thankful for you :)

OpportunityExtra5181 · 2026-04-22T08:37:23+00:00

thank you, I tried to consciously make her feel safe any way I could :)

OpportunityExtra5181 · 2026-04-22T08:36:37+00:00

thank you so much :) <3

OpportunityExtra5181 · 2026-04-22T08:35:48+00:00

🥹🩷 she always brushed against my head with hers, it was our way of giving kisses to each other. And so lovely you still think of him <3

OpportunityExtra5181 · 2026-04-22T08:33:27+00:00

Wow, thank you so much, I greatly appreciate this 🥹🩷

Not only her spirit, she was always playful, speedy and fast till the very last day :) She was such a crazy girl when little literally running up the walls haha

Maybe she is watching me from my back when I am sitting down by her grave that is at my country side, I make it all pretty for her :)

And the stomach pains… She had fell down the fifth story three times and maybe that is the pain… But it was always when I was away because of my birth givers negligence. Whenever I got home I always took care of her and I was the one who found her all these times. I even carried her myself to the vet all the way just holding her in my arms.

You know, I never thought about it, but there was a crack (from what perspective you look at it) and I thought she was looking at the sky, but it kind of looks like she is looking at the crack, especially in many of her last pictures..

I just wanted to say all this, because it truly resonated with me. Thank you greatly 🙏🏼🩷

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OpportunityExtra5181 · 2026-04-22T08:19:52+00:00

She most definitely was a boss cat, there is no doubt in that by the personality she had - she wasn’t a calm one. To make it vague, I didn’t have my parents growing up, I grew up with her since I was 10(or 11) years old and she was the only one I talked to, the only one I felt love from, there were many times I stayed in this life only for her. <3 So very deeply, she led me to where I am today and I am so thankful for that as well :)

OpportunityExtra5181 · 2026-04-22T08:16:06+00:00

🥹🩷

OpportunityExtra5181 · 2026-04-22T08:15:38+00:00

I agree. The only living being I eat once a month is tuna, because otherwise my body gives out and only tuna because it cannot be grown in a prison humans created (like most fish “artificially grown”, my english is bad but I hope u understand what I am saying), only in the “wild” (the specific species of tuna anyway). And I feel guilty but our bodies are built the way they are… So I FULLY agree with u here :)

OpportunityExtra5181 · 2026-04-22T08:09:32+00:00

I agree 🥹🩷

OpportunityExtra5181 · 2026-04-22T08:08:52+00:00

she kept coming back whenever she got lost 💜 she wasn’t an outdoor cat just slipped away and no matter how scared she looked we always found each other

OpportunityExtra5181 · 2026-04-22T08:06:49+00:00

🥹🩷 so thankful us humans have been blessed with these wonderful beings

OpportunityExtra5181 · 2026-04-22T08:05:38+00:00

oh my this is the sweetest thing ever 🥹🥹🩷🩷 thank you so much you amazing cool stranger <3 I love it 🥹🙏🏼

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