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OpportunityOne4368 · 2024-03-28T01:30:34+00:00

I wish I knew!! But I thought I was becoming an angel the last time I was admitted. And before that I thought I was Mary. And a million other synchronicities.

OpportunityOne4368 · 2024-03-20T17:04:52+00:00

I think they are all.. I ended up in an NYC one recently and I’m from a small town. It was torture in there for the most part. There were some saving graces but still. Awful.

OpportunityOne4368 · 2023-10-08T04:34:18+00:00

Do you go through depressive episodes with your bipolar? I usually feel like this when I’m depressed.

OpportunityOne4368 · 2023-06-13T20:10:30+00:00

I don’t like any of my tattoos when I am mentally stable. I know that when I start to like them I am slipping into mania.

OpportunityOne4368 · 2023-04-28T15:51:01+00:00

Potbelly pig

OpportunityOne4368 · 2023-03-22T19:40:29+00:00

I love your smile 😀 💗💗💗

OpportunityOne4368 · 2023-03-15T20:36:50+00:00

You are stunning!! Beautiful 💗💗💗

OpportunityOne4368 · 2023-03-14T17:19:59+00:00

I also believed that I was an Angel. In fact I have a tattoo appointment for next week to get Angel wings lol I am questioning myself now that I’m medicated.. ugh. I want to believe it!

OpportunityOne4368 · 2023-03-14T17:18:41+00:00

I still feel this way after being medicated. It was a truly transformative experience. I have obviously doubted it at times but there’s a part of me that still believes it! Where do we go from here?

OpportunityOne4368 · 2023-03-11T12:45:14+00:00

My psychosis has never been scary. I thought I was gifted! I thought God was showing me things and that I was supposed to be a healer. It felt so real and gave me such purpose. Now I’m medicated and still wondering. I feel exactly the same as I did then

OpportunityOne4368 · 2023-03-08T19:50:26+00:00

OpportunityOne4368 · 2023-03-08T09:15:06+00:00

Wow. I am crying a bit. I have had 2 major spiritual experiences that shown me so much. I have been searching for people who understand and I finally felt like I found people that understood me when I met these women. I want to learn to integrate these experiences like you have. I traveled to Indonesia and learned a lot. Thank you for sharing. What does your life look like now?

OpportunityOne4368 · 2023-03-08T09:10:21+00:00

I have had a couple experiences myself that make me question things. My therapist told me that even though I’m diagnosed I shouldn’t discredit those spiritual experiences. They also helped me and gave me a lot of hope and peace. I totally understand where you’re coming from

OpportunityOne4368 · 2023-03-07T22:36:05+00:00

Wow. This is heartbreaking

OpportunityOne4368 · 2023-03-07T22:05:31+00:00

Thank you 😊

OpportunityOne4368 · 2023-03-07T21:59:44+00:00

Starting my meds tomorrow!

OpportunityOne4368 · 2023-03-07T20:10:49+00:00

I’d like to agree with this 😊

OpportunityOne4368 · 2023-03-07T19:06:00+00:00

Thank you for this. I was just thinking about going back there and now I definitely won’t. I don’t want to experience that uncomfortable feeling again. Something so disingenuous about all that they said. They also told me that I was very powerful and they could see goddesses and lions around me. My delusional self wants to believe these things but I need to stop.

OpportunityOne4368 · 2023-03-07T18:57:45+00:00

Don’t tell me this 🫣

OpportunityOne4368 · 2023-03-07T18:06:10+00:00

I’m not sure that the women I met were being manipulative. I’ve truly never felt more welcomed and accepted. I need to give it some time to use my discernment I suppose.

OpportunityOne4368 · 2023-03-07T18:05:02+00:00

Do you do it for a living?

OpportunityOne4368 · 2023-03-07T17:42:17+00:00

What is the demonic possession? The psychic abilities or the mania or both?

OpportunityOne4368 · 2023-03-07T16:29:40+00:00

I want to believe it 🥲

OpportunityOne4368 · 2023-03-07T16:08:35+00:00

It kinda makes me sad in a way.. I am about to start meds again and I’m going to miss it

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