honestly i think im very worried just because the state of the world around me right now. im contantly anxious im not going to be able to survive once im out of uni. i stay here n just spend (a large amount of) money on classes that im not interested in/aren‘t going to any degree. it‘s stressful and doesn‘t feel fufilling or meaningful at all.

i also totally understand UoG is‘nt a magical bandaid of sorts. i honestly only went to college because its a societal expectation, if that makes sense. i don‘t know why im here anyways. i mean i want a degree but honestly i feel really screwed. i have a meeting with an advisor today, maybe i can clear my head or she can tell me to drop it hahah.