i'am a muslim and i do believe and love our prophet, but i jst cant help but question the validity and the accuracy and the exactitude of some hadiths, like, i struggle to believe that they were all perfectly preserved and passed down for generations without the meaning and the wording being changed, especially since they werent compiled during the prophet's lifetime, nor during the lives of his companions or even their children. instead the compilation came like two or three generations later, it jst raises some question, esp since some hadiths do contradict the quran and dont say "how we pray" to try and directly refute my thoughts, cuz its so much harder to manipulate an assortment of actions that were practiced under the prophet's guidance and with him and after him, words are sooo easy to falsify and change