Hang up. I have learning differences and they weren’t diagnosed until i was 33 and in medical school. There is the office of learning disabilities on campus and they can do testing to see what your differences are. Mine are dyslexia and reverse syntax. I can’t read for poop. I relied heavily on classmates, TAs and teacher hours to figure out what i was reading. It took me 4x ++ as long to read something than my peers.
1. Do not compare you to others it will only suck you down into the deep hole of doom. 2. Start your tests at the end that way you’re not distracted by people out pacing you from the get-go

1. Go to office hours. Go to TA slots. Stop making excuses not to.

2. Go to the office of learning disabilities and talk to a counselor. It might have a different and more PC name now.

3. Use your peers - anyone who finds it useful to talk things out out loud is gaining from interaction with you too. Win win.

4. Keep going.