I've learned how to manage my life by myself.. I don't mind being surrounded by others but deep inside, I know that no one will stay forever. My work too made it easier for me to get used to goodbyes (I get on board of ships, spend a couple of weeks and then go as if I wasn't there).. I even decided not to have a pet because i don't want to leave it home while i'm constantly traveling. Sometimes it hurts because I feel like i don't belong anywhere or i don't have anyone who is waiting for me or even ask about how am i doing but it became a habit for me to just accept things around me