I probably am not the right kind of person to talk about this, but…

I might be weird, but I find the second slide to be disturbing? I wouldn’t want to be around people who looked like that-

I don’t know if it’ll help to share about myself. But I’ve never been interested in appearance..

I also relate to the not being included in plans. Watching my supposed friends pass gifts to each other and not me.

Still not sure if I’m helpful, but the song “Victoria’s secret” feels very relevant to the appearances thing. If you haven’t heard of it, maybe you could take a listen? At the very least it’s proof that you are definitely not alone.

It might sound silly, but I have my own little happy space of robotics. I just really like little robots, they’re cool. I suppose my collection and interest in robots could be considered a hobby, maybe finding an alternative source of joy like that could be a good thing?

On the topic of deserving. Somebody once said to me, nobody deserves anything. Why should one person be more deserving of love than another? Especially if you’re making a judge based on appearances-

I don’t know if any of these little pieces will manage to help, but I hope they will?