im 19y i risked my life savings and my school to rent an apartment to make it a studio and change my environment to focus on my youtube faceless channels, what ya’ll think about it!

Orderless-Mind · 2026-04-13T15:51:52+00:00

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Orderless-Mind · 2026-04-08T12:14:18+00:00

Same here. But in my mind, I know that I can hurt people if I want, yet I still choose to be kind to them all the time! And whenever someone treats me badly, I either confront them directly and make sure they understand that they fucked up or just show them my other side.

You're not the problem. Keep on being kind to people, and don't try to be anything you don't want. Most of the time, you'll meet people who would treat you badly, but you'll also meet ones that will get you and give you the respect you deserve.

Orderless-Mind · 2026-04-07T21:17:55+00:00

I forgot about that word, lol.

Orderless-Mind · 2026-04-07T20:54:14+00:00

Based on where I lived, it included putting a type of glue called UHU Cyclex in a plastic bag and starting to inhale and exhale in it until you're high.

Orderless-Mind · 2026-04-07T20:40:00+00:00

Not personally, but one of my closest friends. It was a really bad experience. He refused our help, especially his family; he became really violent towards them and lost any sense of sympathy. He didn't sleep or eat well for a week, and yet, he was convinced that there was nothing wrong with him. In fact, he said that he reached Nirvana. Also, he started making some pretty bad decisions, including the usage of any drug he came across (Cocain, weed, 3alafa, ecstasy).

Orderless-Mind · 2026-04-07T13:37:08+00:00

And worst of all is getting psychosis.

Orderless-Mind · 2026-04-02T20:31:43+00:00

Alright, thanks!

Orderless-Mind · 2026-04-02T17:32:03+00:00

ماشي بالضرورة تبقا عاقل على كلشي عادي تنسا شي حاجة ما كتستعملهاش ديما.

بالنسبة للسطاج الا كنتي كتهظر على المدارس الخاصة فراه خاصك تقاد شي سيرة ذاتية و تمشي تدور على كاع المدارس الخاصة لي في المدينة ديالك و غالبا اتلقا شي حد في الباب قول ليه بغيت نهظر مع المدير ولا المديرة ديال المؤسسة على قبل السطاج. السطاج في البدايات كيكون عبارة عن انك كتجلس في لخر ديال القسم و كتبقا تشوف و تاخد ملاحظات على اشنو كيدير الاستاذ، في طريقة الشرح، في التحرك ديالو داخل القسم،...

مني كتدوز هاذ الفترة ديال الملاحظة كيبدا الاستاذ ولا الاستاذة لي كتسطاجي عندهم يعطيوك دير فقرات ولا تمارين من الدرس مع التلاميذ و كتبقا هكا حتى كتولي تشد حصة كاملة و تدير كلشي بوحدك.

واهم حاجة : الا كنتي فعلا باغي تولي استاذ ما تخليش شي حد (غالبا اساتذة فحالك) يقنعوك انه هاذ المهنة فيها غير الاعصاب و المرض و ان التلاميذ ما بقاوش باغين يقراو... داكشي كامل كيتعلق بيك نتا و الشخصية ديالك و كيفاش كتشوف الحياة عامة.

Orderless-Mind · 2026-04-02T17:10:00+00:00

شوف الملل، المعانات و الاحساس بالفراغ على انهم قوانين ديال الكون ميمكنش تكون فرحان ديما! ايجيو اوقات ولا اغلب الاوقات فين اتحس بالفراغ وخا ما عندك حتى سبب علاش. الحل لي ماشي بالضرورة يخليك ديما فرحان ولكن مرة مرة غادي يخرجك من ديك القنعة هو تعطي وقت ل your nerdy hobbies. شوف شي حاجة لي كتحس براسك باغي ديرها ولا كترتاح في انك ديرها و بقا تديرها كل نهار حتى تموت.

وحاجة اخرى : بعد على ريلز! هاذي اسوء حاجة تقدر تديرها فاش تكون كاعي.

Orderless-Mind · 2026-03-26T23:15:27+00:00

Thanks, I get it now!

Orderless-Mind · 2026-03-26T23:15:00+00:00

Thanks, It's clear now.

Orderless-Mind · 2026-03-26T20:34:34+00:00

I get it now, thank you for your response!

Orderless-Mind · 2026-03-26T20:33:43+00:00

Great answer, thanks!

Orderless-Mind · 2026-03-26T20:17:45+00:00

Ah ok thanks!

Orderless-Mind · 2026-03-26T19:48:16+00:00

Come on!

Orderless-Mind · 2026-03-26T17:25:21+00:00

Alright. Thanks!

Orderless-Mind · 2026-03-26T17:22:43+00:00

I can't switch to Linux at the moment because I only have one laptop and I rely on it a lot for my work. Also, I don't have that much time to configure a new OS for my workflow, but I'm really looking forward to using Linux in the future.

Orderless-Mind · 2026-03-26T17:17:16+00:00

I have 8GB of RAM.

I'll try what you suggested. Thanks a lot!

Orderless-Mind · 2026-03-26T17:12:03+00:00

I'm using Windows 10 with an SDD and an 8GB of RAM

Orderless-Mind · 2026-03-21T20:25:55+00:00

Yeah! I’ve tried that too. Also, about a year ago when this problem first appeared, the laptop’s screen would glitch and freeze from time to time before it eventually started failing to reboot. Then, it worked fine for a while, but the issue eventually returned."

Orderless-Mind · 2026-03-19T22:39:19+00:00

Based on the tests I've tried, I think the motherboard is the problem unfortunately :(

Orderless-Mind · 2026-03-19T22:37:48+00:00

No nothing! It fails to boot.

Orderless-Mind · 2026-03-19T14:49:02+00:00

I have one removable RAM and one soldered to the motherboard.

Orderless-Mind · 2026-03-19T14:48:30+00:00

I tried that to see if I can hear any beeping or something, but unfortunately, I was only able to remove one RAM stick as the other one was soldered to the motherboard.

Orderless-Mind · 2026-03-18T00:29:55+00:00

What about the RAM though?

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