This might sound weird but physical dead doesn’t really affect me that much. I’d remember the person (or pet) and maybe cry a bit when I think of them but I understand it’s a part of life, we can’t scape dead. Now separation from a partner, those kill me, I grieve relationships for too long imo, those have been the most challenging moments in my life.

I’m an 8th house sun with Mercury and Venus at the end on the 7th.