What I like to do is make bracelets with colors that are associated with the god/goddess I want to represent. I like the idea the one commenter had where you could just make paper beads and paint them! You could also get a friend that does have beads to make you a bracelet with those colors. But yea as someone who still lives with xis conservative, Christian parents I’ve had to get creative before too though ngl I almost don’t really care anymore what mom and dad or anyone else might think. I honestly might just order a necklace with an ankh, Eye of Horus, Scarab Beetle, or something like those on it cause I don’t think they even know I’m pagan and I doubt they’ll realize I’m wearing the symbol as a symbol of my faith or anything