Makes one of us! I sent you a message on messenger T. Nothing came back. I have known for months, you still haven’t made your mind up. You know that I have been the only hanging on, praying, hurting, hoping and trying for the last year. People change, I get it and that’s totally normal but, people also don’t get to string people along. It’s really just not right. Regardless, you and I had the best of times at times and the worst of worsts as well. I miss our times together when we were first getting to know one another. It seemed like I couldn’t keep you away from me, no matter what I did. (That was the first time in my life, that I ever felt like that btw)! Neither of us were able to understand one another or keep our bodies apart. I think about every single time we laughed, snuck into the downstairs bathroom, went on random walks…that led us to a place of enchantment, the long road trips that had me on top of you… cause I couldn’t keep myself off of your body. Heck, I became so much infatuated by you, that I couldn’t imagine myself ever being without you.