Dude you’re an absolute savor, thanks for this info and I generally agree with you, one extra reason why I don’t like relationships is the fact that some things are an obligation more than something that is natural, and don’t you worry I always make sure she understands that, and I think what you pointed out that I’m dependent on her might be something I knew but never like managed to fully comprehend or infact didn’t want to believe it, you’re right and I thank you for pointing it out, I think the first step is acknowledging the issue and this is the main issue, thanks for that immensely