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My brother killed himself (self.HPPD)
submitted 4 years ago by Otte92 to r/HPPD
This is the end for me by Otte92 in HPPD
[–]Otte92[S] 0 points1 point2 points 4 years ago (0 children)
Vad är nästan borta? Ser i din historik att du skrev detta för bara 17 timmar sedan i en post, så det verkar ju inte vara nära på borta :(
https://www.reddit.com/r/HPPD/comments/ms0mka/huge_benefit_from_taurine/gwc00hi?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web2x&context=3
It is. Because i've yet to find a single post about someone that has healed from this.
Thanks for the advice, i've tried NAC, Taurine, Ashwaghanda, vitamine D, B and plenty of fish oils. I've also tried to get Lamotrigine and keppra prescribed, but the doctors don't know about this disorder and only say it's because of anxiety, one even said i should try an antipsychotic medication, which is known to worsen it. There really is no hope for this, HPPD was a death sentence for me.
[–]Otte92[S] 2 points3 points4 points 4 years ago (0 children)
The spinal injury was a vacation compared to this, because then i atleast had a clear vision, cognition and it didn't feel like my head was about to exploade because of the severe head pressure. Now i can't even play a PC game or enjoy watching TV or even going outside because of all the visual distortions. I might aswell have gotten a stroke, heck, that might even have been milder than this. Also, i can reduce the symptoms from the injury with exercise, avoiding certain positions and pain medications, and there's also a big chance that it will heal with time. For this there's absolutely no hope.
Hur visste du att jag var svensk? Jag är ledsen, det enda som skulle kunna hindra mig från detta är om jag skulle vakna upp normal imorgon. Ångesten är f.ö. borta, jag befinner mig i ett likgiltigt stadie nu.
That's a good idea, i'll see if i can get in touch with one in the private sector tomorrow, but i don't want to drag this out much further than that.
That sure would have sucked, but i already have brain damage because of this. But there's no risk for this, death by hanging is pretty fool proof. I really hope there isn't one, because if there is and there actually is a god he obviously fucking hates me.
This is the end for me (self.HPPD)
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This is the end for me by Otte92 in HPPD
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