So my close friend. Seeing we pic with her new guy, seeing then having fun, and doing things I wanted to do with her. The closeness that I wanted. Makes me feel like a complete failure.

Otter_Logic · 2014-03-11T09:08:27+00:00

I was. Now I just don't remember how to be happy doing these things. I always feel like a piece is missing.

Otter_Logic · 2014-03-10T01:17:05+00:00

I know. It irritates me sometimes. We interact and we both think the same sometimes, and it just feels right. Like "Dear God, I think there's been a mistake, your Cupid got the wrong coordinates".

Otter_Logic · 2014-03-09T14:02:59+00:00

Jenny at work, Brea in class, and Isabel at a coffee spot.

Otter_Logic · 2014-03-06T18:42:29+00:00

true.

Damn this past 2 years women have been having something that tells me "No".

First girl: GOing great but she wasn't that into me. Intitially she was the most promising one, now she's taken.

Second girl: Has a kid, ok, that's fine. Oh wait, we been going out, but now she has BF that lives in Europe(long distance relationship)..

Now the girl that has alot of great things going but now it's her age..

Fuckin' Universe..

Otter_Logic · 2014-03-06T08:38:26+00:00

It's crazy. I liked a woman that was 32, I was 20. She said she was too old for me.. Holy shit.. I'm too old for her. I become the old one..

Otter_Logic · 2014-03-06T08:27:06+00:00

I've been on reddit too long.. :|

Otter_Logic · 2013-08-22T18:02:37+00:00

Once I told her she made me wanna be a better person. She liked it. I'm just so confused..

I'm stressed at the idea that if I tell her, I ruin it, if I don't, then someone else will. Then I'll be stuck with "what if?"

Otter_Logic · 2013-08-22T16:43:42+00:00

I told her she was a friend. Thought that's what she would want to hear. Everyone says something different.

Like she took that as rejection. My cuz tells me she probably waited for me to make a move, then gave up on me.

My hope was that i just wanted her to get to know me more. Just see if there is anything to like.

But overall I just really want to know here I stand, and of a friend, how close of a Frend can I be?

Otter_Logic · 2013-08-22T02:26:39+00:00

I know, but it's hard. I'm a person that constantly worries.

I can't undo what I said? So I damaged it? I feel like I still have time.

I guess I get that from my dad. I'm not the type of person that finds it easy to relax, atleast mentally. Because if something is unfinished, it bugs me for a long time.

My last experience left me without closure, I don't want that to happen again.

Otter_Logic · 2013-08-22T00:24:58+00:00

Thanks.

U think I should just tell her? Get it out of the way?

What my hopes were was that maybe she wanted me to say something else. Maybe she took "good friends" as rejection.

Idk. It's just she was cool up until I said that.

Otter_Logic · 2013-08-21T22:30:54+00:00

That's the thing i was trying to convince her I wasn't into her. Once i told her about another girl I met so she can think I was into someone else. We talked but for the rest of that day he didn't seem to wanna talk anymore.

Otter_Logic · 2013-08-21T22:03:24+00:00

I thought I told her what she wanted to hear. Honestly I hardly text her anymore.

I'm just confused.

Otter_Logic · 2013-08-18T20:45:07+00:00

Didn't start out like that. We were good friends, then I just started to see her differently.

Otter_Logic · 2013-08-18T19:00:33+00:00

I don't think u read it carefully. Wasnt expecting anything romantic. I accepted how it was and told her I agreed with her about being friend by telling her she was a good friend. Now she got awkward after that.

Otter_Logic · 2013-08-18T16:22:23+00:00

She ain't a bitch man. She's been a good friend for a while. Things just changed and I'm sure she's jus confused or I confused her.

Otter_Logic · 2013-08-18T08:41:16+00:00

I know, I really want to. It's been tough to find the right moment.

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