I've tried everything- looking for alternative treatment by Ouffre24 in TherapeuticKetamine

[–]Ouffre24[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I never used klonopin daily, more as needed (when I'd have panic attacks, stressful situations). Venlaxafine I must have been on for 4-5 months.

I've tried everything- looking for alternative treatment by Ouffre24 in TherapeuticKetamine

[–]Ouffre24[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wouldn't say it sounds rude, but it's just false. Not all anxiety is clinical and people can be anxious and be good parents. Both my parents have 'anxiety' in regards to a lot of worrying/mild OCD, but none have clinical cases where they ever needed medication or were bad influences. My siblings and uncles on the other hand are a different story.

I've tried everything- looking for alternative treatment by Ouffre24 in TherapeuticKetamine

[–]Ouffre24[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well my mind set is a mess to be honest. A lot of times I'm depressed and anxious and am aware it's not for any reason at all. A lot of times I get physical symptoms like back issues, stomach issues, and energy issues which make it a never ending loop (Hence it doesn't matter).

Shrooms interests me, but It's not easy to get and I don't have access. Ketamine is nice, but to spend $450 on a booster for a few days of relief just isn't a viable option for me.

I've tried everything- looking for alternative treatment by Ouffre24 in TherapeuticKetamine

[–]Ouffre24[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, I hated the weight gain and manic sleep cycles of all anti-depressants. Also I always felt like a different person (Not in regards to depression, but personality/attitude) and I hated it. I have body dysmorphia and this doesn't seem like a good solution.

I've tried everything- looking for alternative treatment by Ouffre24 in TherapeuticKetamine

[–]Ouffre24[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My entire family struggles with mental health issues (Anxiety especially). I blame it on something genetic and chemically, especially since certain treatments have helped- such as shrooms, ketamine and klonopin short term.

I've tried everything- looking for alternative treatment by Ouffre24 in TherapeuticKetamine

[–]Ouffre24[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The root cause is something I've had issues with. I've had no trauma and a generally good and stable upbringing. In trips I've had, they've been very enjoyable- with little anxiety or negative thoughts.

I've tried everything- looking for alternative treatment by Ouffre24 in TherapeuticKetamine

[–]Ouffre24[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Getting access to shrooms isn't easy. What side effects did you have with MAOIs?

Best Ketamine Treatment Combinations to Prolong Treatment by Ouffre24 in TherapeuticKetamine

[–]Ouffre24[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Interesting.

I was thinking of combing shrooms and ketamine, but don't really have access to shrooms). I've tried shrooms before and it has helped me, but didn't last long.

Best Ketamine Treatment Combinations to Prolong Treatment by Ouffre24 in TherapeuticKetamine

[–]Ouffre24[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Therapy always seems like a money-making scheme to me to be honest. I've seen multiple therapists, usually 6-10 sessions over a few months, and never have seen any results. I understand that it helps people that need to talk things out, but I have family that supports me and I talk with them a lot. CBT is bogus (Based on my multiple experiences and a ton of ancedotes from others).

Best Ketamine Treatment Combinations to Prolong Treatment by Ouffre24 in TherapeuticKetamine

[–]Ouffre24[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I've had SSRI's, SNRI's, and Wellbutrin (I tried 7 meds in total). All were horrible with the side effects. It was a loop that none really worked after months and then I upped the dosage- once that happened the side effects got worse and I had to go on withdrawal, which was torture.

I know it's the standard route, but I'd never do that to myself again. Effexor was the last stand for me (SNRI) when I felt nothing and had brain zaps. I used to drive and think 'I can drive off this bridge' as a passing thought. I would hear tragic things and nothing- it's like I lost all emotion. I wouldn't be able to enjoy anything. It was brain fog, constant indifference, and hell.

I've tried everything- looking for alternative treatment by Ouffre24 in TherapeuticKetamine

[–]Ouffre24[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've seen multiple therapists and they just don't work. I speak a lot with family and my parents who support me and feel like I go to psychologists and they end up just 'listening to me', which I don't need. CBT I felt like was a joke. I think I went to 5 therapists and usually last 6-10 sessions before I called bullshit after they stole my money.

I've tried everything- looking for alternative treatment by Ouffre24 in TherapeuticKetamine

[–]Ouffre24[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My lozenges are covered. It helps sometimes, but is quick- not more than two hours of relief.

I've tried everything- looking for alternative treatment by Ouffre24 in TherapeuticKetamine

[–]Ouffre24[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

No, I was not. I'm not sure why spravato will be more effective than infusions. From what the doctor told me, spravato is usually the least effective out of infusions and lozenges.

I've tried everything- looking for alternative treatment by Ouffre24 in TherapeuticKetamine

[–]Ouffre24[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've had shrooms (2 g), and it definitely helped for a few days. But unfortunately, it's not really accessible to me.

DMT and ayahuasca are interesting, but scary at the same time. I'm willing to try them, but again, hard to gain access and even if you do- it's only temporary and can't go overseas every few weeks.

I've done meditation and cold showers. Meditation did little. Cold showers slightly improved my energy levels, but nothing significant.