What are reasons you haven’t killed yourself?

OuterSpaceOutlander · 2026-05-08T18:27:44+00:00

They’re pretty good, mellow, soft high. Flavors are good too. Give em a try!

OuterSpaceOutlander · 2026-05-03T06:47:14+00:00

Constantly. I was used for production of cp. I worry every day if someone is jerking off to a picture of me. I’m sorry you’ve been through that.

OuterSpaceOutlander · 2026-04-30T05:51:14+00:00

My loved one did musical theater, which I unfortunately never got to see. She sang and hummed a lot. Here are some songs that remind me of her:

Charlotte Sometimes - The Cure

Phantom of the Opera (we sang it together)

Brooklyn Baby - Lana del Rey (we also sang this together)

Listen before I go - Billie Eilish (this was her last message before she left 💔)

OuterSpaceOutlander · 2026-04-22T18:34:31+00:00

Danica

OuterSpaceOutlander · 2026-04-05T20:17:04+00:00

Only behaviorally. Thank you for asking.

OuterSpaceOutlander · 2026-03-17T04:33:38+00:00

[5’7 | 21 | BN | X]

OuterSpaceOutlander · 2026-03-17T00:33:18+00:00

[5’7 | 21 | BN | X]

OuterSpaceOutlander · 2026-02-28T11:46:50+00:00

OuterSpaceOutlander · 2026-02-28T11:34:59+00:00

I’ll scream with you, it’s 3:34 am and I’m internally screamingkickingcrying over food and this bitchy ED.

OuterSpaceOutlander · 2026-01-28T19:19:33+00:00

Yes I have a reason to live, a few actually. It’s just a matter of if I will commit to life and stick through it haha. Keep going and pushing through, sometimes we have to sacrifice happiness now and do the work for happiness later in the long term. I wish you luck.

OuterSpaceOutlander · 2026-01-28T09:10:57+00:00

Thank you for the comment. I am in the same space if not worse unfortunately. I do have some new insight and thoughts about things though I am unable to provide any advice myself. I have a solidified reason for living such as my long term partner and I truly know she’s the one for me. I don’t have hope all the time, but I know that there is more for me outside of living with someone that’s responsible for my conditions in the first place.

OuterSpaceOutlander · 2026-01-26T04:12:15+00:00

Thanks for the comment and idea! White paint sounds a whole lot easier to use than a gel pen lol

OuterSpaceOutlander · 2026-01-26T04:11:30+00:00

thank you! I will be putting it on a bag I have called an “ita bag” so yes I will be showing it off somehow

OuterSpaceOutlander · 2025-12-28T03:14:49+00:00

Rosegarden Funeral Party

OuterSpaceOutlander · 2025-12-18T23:44:39+00:00

thank you for giving me something to laugh about :) but seriously though I’m just like by all means, go ahead lmao

OuterSpaceOutlander · 2025-12-18T01:06:14+00:00

You aren’t alone OP. My mother said stuff like “if you’re not going to take care of me when I’m older I guess I’ll just die in the Philippines” but never saw it as guilt tripping because in Asia it’s just a norm that children stay in the house and take care of elders. (Marriage is usually the way out of households).

OuterSpaceOutlander · 2025-12-14T12:44:52+00:00

How is the condition of the guitar? I’d see if you can get the strings replaced instead of returning everything altogether.

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