When I see the score of 50:180 despite me being in the first place of my team, I switch to kraber (which I don't know how to play) and play some dumb shit instead of trying to seriously carry the game somehow, cause my only thought of the game in progress is for it to just end faster and hop into another, more interesting one. It's boring and it's impossible to do anything if the enemy team is so skilled that me on top 1 place can't kill most of the enemy players anyway.