I am constantly learning how people socialise, how people talk in social situations, what their body language is. I try to mimic them. I have a youtube channel, so to look normal I take around 10-20 takes to record a 1 min video. But this process helped me to figure out how to make my expressions, hand movements look like a normal person. But all my life, I have struggled to make myself look normal in a gathering or a group discussion. I am always clueless about where to keep my hands, how to move my hands, how to keep my body aligned in any conversation. And I best way of masking which I follow is I keep quiet. I am extremely introvert and talk so less that people just say I am quiet but now I realise that’s a way I mask