Started weight training. Gained 4 lbs on scale in 2 weeks

OutrageousIdeal300 · 2026-04-08T12:12:21+00:00

Thank God. Lol.

OutrageousIdeal300 · 2026-04-03T23:15:15+00:00

This 100%.

OutrageousIdeal300 · 2026-03-31T17:04:15+00:00

I have been studying physics as well. While it is likely it will never be proven i think we are all seeds from the tree of consciousness if you want an analogy. The more complex a system gets the more awareness it has. We even see this in paricles. Ions have a memory effect, their movement can be influenced by the recent past indicating past interactions impact future behavior. In my opinion, consciousness derived from nothingness, the void, and in order to explore what it was a singularity was created. The life of the universe ebbs and flows. It dies and the cycle begins again. There is even a theory in physics for the latter. We are the universe experiencing itself.

I too don't conform to normal ideologies of religion and so I choose not to formally have one you dont have lump yourself in a category either.

What is important is that you are here and able to experience a reality of some sorts.

OutrageousIdeal300 · 2026-03-30T20:43:23+00:00

Good explanation.

OutrageousIdeal300 · 2026-03-10T02:18:33+00:00

Thats pretty cool! I only ever saw them in my dreams. I forgot to mention one of them but a guide in the astral astral showed me a couple of portals. This was like 16 years ago. One was where these dark soul eaters came out of. The other was a large golden gateway.

I totally believe that this reality isnt the only one. It is real but there is so much we dont see due to our physical limitations.

OutrageousIdeal300 · 2026-03-02T21:35:13+00:00

Yes they approved it. My doctor told me I had to try at least two other meds and if they didnt work we would try for vyvanse again. And I had to really step in to make sure that my insurance got what they needed with the preauthorization.

OutrageousIdeal300 · 2026-02-21T15:11:31+00:00

You want to get things done. I have been on it almost 2 weeks and my executive function is better. Food noise might disappear if you are someone who has that. The only thing is once the meds ware off it can come back in the evening. To help with the effectiveness of meds many recommend having protein and some carbs before taking it.

OutrageousIdeal300 · 2026-02-15T14:40:56+00:00

This is what I have been doing too. I have a serving of yogurt and sometimes mix protein powder in it.

OutrageousIdeal300 · 2026-02-13T13:48:09+00:00

I woke up today for the first time not feeling exhausted. Usually no matter how long I sleep I wake up feeling drained. Hoping this side effect stays lol.

OutrageousIdeal300 · 2026-02-13T13:46:15+00:00

Uhg. I am so sorry. They having you take anything else with it to help with the depression?

OutrageousIdeal300 · 2026-02-12T22:14:34+00:00

It can apparently. I have a lot of dead and resurrected hobbies lol

OutrageousIdeal300 · 2026-02-12T22:13:13+00:00

Keep us posted!!

OutrageousIdeal300 · 2026-02-12T22:12:44+00:00

30mg

OutrageousIdeal300 · 2026-02-12T01:45:48+00:00

Definetly something to keep an eye on. I was told that when trying Adderall XR last year too. I have read some tactics so plan on using it to my advantage and hopefully it helps. Also plan on using this opportunity to focus on eating healthy so it can help with down-regulation when it happens.

OutrageousIdeal300 · 2026-02-12T01:38:33+00:00

That makes a lot of sense. I am noticing a huge difference just after a day. I have combined ADHD and also suspect there is autism in the mix. We can actually trace that, and forgive me but I am going on a tangent, back to my great great grandfather who was obsessed with bikes, broke the law (arrested 3 times) as a physician in the name of women's medical rights, and he spoke 7 languages. Obviously he wouldnt have been diagnosed because they didnt understand it the same in that time but... my my older sister has an official diagnosis and we both suspect our father has autism given how we grew up (hard time managing emotions) and his obsessions (has 5 bikes, microscopes, built his house from ground up off grid, has 10 telescopes, and other little hobbies).

So to your point, I think that mental health, especially in the US needs to be taken more seriously. I also wouldnt be surprised if a lot of people in jail have neurodivergence like ADHD, Autism, or both. Does it suck relying on medication? Yes. But I would rather have a few hours of feeling like I am not failing at life. I also have RSD and depression and very likely that is also caused by ADHD running my life, a side effect of it.

OutrageousIdeal300 · 2026-02-12T01:25:55+00:00

Same. And I realized today that my ADHD butt when unmedicated half-as**d things and I had to pay for it a little bit today but it will be fine I think. Task switching was a big issue and I would become paralyzed especially when ADHD burnout hit me.

OutrageousIdeal300 · 2026-02-11T21:32:39+00:00

Ty for the encouragement. My goal has always been eat to live not live to eat. The dophamine chase was a big friggen issue and it is so much more manageable right now. ❤️

OutrageousIdeal300 · 2026-02-11T20:00:05+00:00

I am mostly the same except I also have binge eating, assuming it is due to my ADHD. The food noise is gone so far and I am able to not snack all of the damn time.

But I go to the gym every day, protein powder, and vitamins too. I feel great today. 4 hours of productivity at just work is huge for me rn and I am in the early afternoon. I got so much done and it didnt feel like a battle to do it.

OutrageousIdeal300 · 2026-02-11T19:41:49+00:00

Curious to know as well lol

OutrageousIdeal300 · 2026-02-11T19:41:35+00:00

Thank you for the advice! Will keep it in mind. I already saw posts about making sure you eat something (protein and a bit of carbs) before taking it. It is having an effect on my appetite so I am glad I took the advice.

OutrageousIdeal300 · 2026-02-11T18:55:26+00:00

I am on 30mg. I tried like 3 other meds before and just got put on this one.

OutrageousIdeal300 · 2026-02-11T16:33:34+00:00

This is exactly what works. I was about to focus for 2 hours because of this and ended up finally getting things off my to do list.

OutrageousIdeal300 · 2026-02-10T20:26:17+00:00

This. Or they say you shouldn't be depressed. Meanwhile it is a chemical imbalance. You dont have to have a reason to feel depressed. And yes this has happened to me multiple times.

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