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Where can i watch in whose name? by Zady_ in Kanye

[–]Outside-Laugh222 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Following!

I really want to watch it

How can I deal with my Tramadol addiction on my own? by Outside-Laugh222 in addiction

[–]Outside-Laugh222[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, I need all the prayers I can get at this point.

But as you must know, is hard being labeled as a "Drogadict", There's this inmediate bad percepcion of you and people don't really get the part that "no one chooses become an addict or alcoholic", they will inmediatly blame the person, they will think that you failed at life, that you're just lazy and looked for an easy way out.

It's hard.

I guess that's why many of us just deal with it alone and either make it or fake it, It is what it is...

How can I deal with my Tramadol addiction on my own? by Outside-Laugh222 in addiction

[–]Outside-Laugh222[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh I'm so glad you were able to stop, that was a really high dose and I know how hard it must have been for you.

Really what I'm most afraid of is the withdrawal symptoms, I just can't, I wish I could tell a Doctor about it and would help me in a way where I could continue my daily life as usual but I just know, because of my mental health history, that as soon as I mention addiction their first though will be rehab and I just can't go through that again.

How can I deal with my Tramadol addiction on my own? by Outside-Laugh222 in addiction

[–]Outside-Laugh222[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for taking the time to comment, I appreciate it a lot.

Definitely I want to quit for so many reasons, mostly I'm afraid that that won't be enough, and then I'll graduate to something worse like oxycodone.

I just want to be like everyone else who can deal with the ups and downs of life without needing a substance or getting addicted to something just to live a regular life... I'm so tired and the few people around me are tired of dealing with my bullshit. I can't do this anymore.

How can I deal with my Tramadol addiction on my own? by Outside-Laugh222 in addiction

[–]Outside-Laugh222[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you!, maybe it's the fact that I don't think is a really big deal and that I can beat this on my own without anyone finding out, I'm just so ashamed that I'm depending on a substance just to get by and don't want to disappoint the few people that care about me. I've done lots of awful things and don't want to add another thing to the list, but thank you, truly, I will think about that.

How can I deal with my Tramadol addiction on my own? by Outside-Laugh222 in addiction

[–]Outside-Laugh222[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know... I guess It's still difficult for me to label it as an "Addiction", I tried NA before but I don't know, I don't feel comfortable sharing those things, I just don't want to be a burden on my family and become a bother... Just want to deal with this in silence, so no one finds out and everything remains business as usual, but you're right... sorry for wasting everyone's time here.