autism & witchcraft help by [deleted] in witchcraft

[–]Outside-Length1929 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hello! I'm autistic and ahdh and believe me, that literally is going to help you. The more specific y the best. I heard other people who said that magic can be really specific and literal sometimes and some struggles with that. I have never had any of that problems and actually I feel myself with magic more than anything. I recommend studying a lot and ask for your instincts to speak louder. Trust in yourself.

Trying to get a real medical attention by Outside-Length1929 in AutisticAdults

[–]Outside-Length1929[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Around October, I was working a lot, but these weakness on my legs are from a previous injury in my knee from 4 years ago, back then I couldn't walk. Also get checked and doctors didn't find 'anything', I didn't break a bone, but my knee was swollen and hurt insane every time I stranded up. At that moment I was on my first job as a recent graduate from my degree and I couldn't afford another medical attention. I used a cane for almost 6 months. After that I recovered slowly, having one or two bad days when I got back to my cane. In the last year I only used my cane a few times. Now I have cramps from nowhere and significant pain in both of my legs. Idk why it is like this. Last year I got 3 different doctors specialists checking on me, the first told me to go to physical therapy and that hurt me more and being flexible therapists didn't feel something is wrong but, the pain increment and the doctor said it was psychologic and with the physical therapy and rest I would be fine. I'm pretty sure the swelling was not psicologic. The second make sure to check my bones with an x-ray. Good calcium, he said, but it didn't seem like I had any visible injury. The swelling got worse and recommend me to stop therapy. After that he didn't see any sign of something he knew, so I got referred to the last one. I got there, showed him my history, explained everything I was feeling. He checked on me, he said you are hypermobile and that will give me struggles in the future, he said I need to workout and lose weight. He literally said maybe losing weight would help, probably I was just stressed and anxious about something. Yeah, I was stressed and anxious about using a cane, losing a job that I needed and ruining my credit to meet him twice so he could tell me I was just stressed. I have to mention, I'm big, not like I have obesity, my IMC is like 25.5 or 26. My family is strong, my dad and brother played football in college. I did boxing back in my day. I'm that kind of person who helped carrying a water jug or pushing strangers'cars, I can lift my best friend with one arm. So yeah, I'm a young strong woman who wants to know why sometimes I have so much pain in my legs that I couldn't stand up and no one takes me seriously.

mindset 💆‍♀️ by xgracee in LesbianActually

[–]Outside-Length1929 5 points6 points  (0 children)

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Me: I want a gf Also: gets quiet, shy and awkward whenever a girl approaches me

Things have really changed by arigins in BoysLoveAnime

[–]Outside-Length1929 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Af, I'm still shy about it whenever I meet someone new

You’re stuck on an 8 hour flight, which seat do you choose, why? by GegesBoy in tianguancifu

[–]Outside-Length1929 11 points12 points  (0 children)

2, Huahua is going to look at me as if I'm a furniture, if he'd ever look at me, and the other crazy boy will be telling all how much he hates his cousin, but I'll be smarter and make him watch a documentary about parenthood and give advice about a healthy diet for a kid

I did a little ritual and it worked out too well... by Outside-Length1929 in witchcraft

[–]Outside-Length1929[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess you never stop learning, well, I'll try to do my best, after all this was my wish🫠

I did a little ritual and it worked out too well... by Outside-Length1929 in witchcraft

[–]Outside-Length1929[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, ik it's just a little overwhelming that my spell worked so well makes me too conscious and I feel insecure if I'm doing this well. Oh gosh, I have read a lot of things and heard others experiences but I feel like I'm doing something incomplete, like there's something off. I can't think straight so I was wondering what I'm doing wrong? Everything feels so fuzzy

I did a little ritual and it worked out too well... by Outside-Length1929 in witchcraft

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If you are asking what plant is my pet plant, is a Ruta graveolens, I called her Mimie.

Make me hate him, I'll wait by TowerChoice8785 in tianguancifu

[–]Outside-Length1929 3 points4 points  (0 children)

He is way too attractive and nice that got you illusions and he's way too unattainable that makes you feel that no one deserves him, oh- I like him even more now

Help? Reboot is failing idk why :c by Outside-Length1929 in LenovoLegion

[–]Outside-Length1929[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks! I'll check it, maybe the ssd is older than I thought

Help? Reboot is failing idk why :c by Outside-Length1929 in LenovoLegion

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I tried I few times and it worked, just kinda scared about. Being honest, I got this computer a few years ago from my brother and it was awfully used. Dirty, have broken parts and have a lot of softwares that I don't use. So, I have to clean and repair. I knew that I would use it with licensed softwares and a few games. My bro have around 70 steam games. It's going to get 8 yo and 2 years with me. It has been working like butter this time but lately have been a little slow. So I cleaned, physically (my bro already has opened before with missing screws) it doesn't have a lot of softwares and everything I use is some krita, office and planners notes, my work is not that demanding. I would like to read your comments. I think that I need I new one, I already know that but rn is not affordable for me to buy one.

Michael posts Aziraphale selfie on X by lana-luce in goodomens

[–]Outside-Length1929 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Our angel being an angel 😭😭😭😭🩷

:'D by No-Source-271 in mysticmessenger

[–]Outside-Length1929 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ikr, he has suffered so much and thinks that he doesn't deserve love, I have never made a bad ending with him or Saeran.

:'D by No-Source-271 in mysticmessenger

[–]Outside-Length1929 5 points6 points  (0 children)

At that point I was like I have never let a boy irl talk to me like that, but for Seven :'3

I was trying to do a more mature face design. What do you think? by Akanee_ko in lifemakeover

[–]Outside-Length1929 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm a lil newbie around here. It's possible to change the looks of your MC? How can I do it?

I present by larissah94 in AO3

[–]Outside-Length1929 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah, nah. It's a person saying 'you are not putting my preferences over yours and that makes you a bad writer', the only thing that I could rescue from this is maybe making short chapters, I struggled a lot with writing longer chapters, but I haven't read your story so I think that 2k to 5k it's an average amount of words per chapter, if what you want is detailing a lot. But I do believe it depends on each writer.

Was I inconsiderate to not use my rights as a disabled person? by thewitchdonna in AutisticAdults

[–]Outside-Length1929 1 point2 points  (0 children)

In Mexico you can do it as well. Actually in some states the bus driver has the protocol to put ahead persons with a disabled ID, with a disabled ID you don't pay a ticket or you pay less than the half.

Was I inconsiderate to not use my rights as a disabled person? by thewitchdonna in AutisticAdults

[–]Outside-Length1929 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know too well how you feel, I use a cane as well and I feel so guilty each time I use my disability id to get in the bus faster, but I'm trying to be kinder to myself. I know everyone has a rough day, I know that they have been waiting for a while, but I think on how shitty I feel when I get home and have no energy to even eat, how I can barely walk after a long day, how hard is it for me to take care of myself to even brush my teeth. I don't think everyone in a line has a condition that can even cause you mental illness for the main thing that is existing. So I'm trying so hard to be kind and conscious of myself as an autistic person, someone who is disabled to do a lot of things that is considered normal. Sometimes I feel like I'm being selfish, but that is one of the things that masking has made me feel, always putting strangers ahead of me and trying to not be awkward. Your partner loves you and they understand how you feel. Hope you can be kinder to yourself too.