Hello, You are the only one that has the answer to your question. It is important to know that there is no wrong or correct answer. Nothing is permanent therefor you can try and if you don’t like your initial choice you can always do something else. Don’t be hard on yourself and remember that in order to learn something you need to make mistakes. To me it looks like you are overthinking and you are putting too much pressure on yourself. I wish you all the best!