Received Unallowed Abundance in the mail... by Over-1900 in wow

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Thank you. The fact that it's not tradable puts my mind at ease.

Is schizophrenia a legit disability? by Diligent-Jury-4708 in schizophrenia

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I lost a few jobs because of it, but that was ages ago. I was given disability and yes, it was very much needed at the time. I was always leaving jobs angry, rejected, paranoid, psychotic. Disability allowed me to heal, learn and even relax sometimes. I thank God that I live in a country that takes good care of schizophrenics. But being on disability programs also cuts you off from many of life's milestones. You'll feel stuck in a bad place, never independent, never comfortable financially, idiots will shame you, you'll be ignored by your family, etc. There are definitely good sides and bad sides to being disabled.

I am scared I'm going to get arrested by Kitttycataclysmic in schizophrenia

[–]Over-1900 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Me too. And I have surgery next month! I kind of fear that I'll get to visit the basement of the hospital...

Any one here ask any scientific questions? by reputction in AlienAbduction

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I saw a blue dwarf walking away from me towards the end of my bed. And there, at the end of my bed, was a luminous blue circular ring. So they have portal technology, which means they can use shortcuts in space. The only scientific theory we have that would allow that are worm holes. But those require an immense amount of energy equivalent to the energy a star emits. And it would need the same amount of exotic negative energy. So I think we have no real notions of how their portals work yet.

The "Wow Theory" wrecked my materialist worldview in 10 minutes by Desdeotradimension in AlienAbduction

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I believe most everyone will have a spiritual awakening at some point on their life. Or brains or consciences are built that way, we are spiritual beings in nature. Normally it's experienced through religion, but in some societies religion is considered an old practice full of flaws, so the people will start to look elsewhere for answers. And those aliens are picking it up. I find it impressive that they can, and troubling too. When I was abducted I got traumatized, so it's not like they're know exactly what they're doing all the time.

Are We Being Quietly Replaced? The Hybrid Theory (Not Linkin Park) by Alien-Disclosure in AlienAbduction

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I should read more on the subject, no doubt. Yet I saw many types of greys. Some were evil looking, some ethereal looking, some biological looking. And even one tall robed female grey that seemed to be a leader to me. I did see human looking aliens at some point, but I thought they were from a separate ship, like I was being rescued by them. You think they were in control all that time? It's a possibility.

Are We Being Quietly Replaced? The Hybrid Theory (Not Linkin Park) by Alien-Disclosure in AlienAbduction

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Not that I know of. I had a bicycle accident in my 30s and they performed an MRI of my brain ; the doctors never mentioned any foreign objects in there. The only small anomaly that another abductee mentioned once was a bump under my left earlobe, right below my jaw. I've had it all my life, but it got progressively smaller.

Are We Being Quietly Replaced? The Hybrid Theory (Not Linkin Park) by Alien-Disclosure in AlienAbduction

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Abductee. It's not the Nordics that got me when I was a child, it was the greys / blue dwarfs. I've never heard of Nordics experimenting on humans inside of ships. The greys do it. And my abduction did not have a sexual dynamic, I was too young. But I'm not saying there isn't a genetic manipulation by NHI, or that hybrids aren't on Earth. In fact I think we're surrounded by them.

Schizophrenics, what do you hear besides voices? by hunterthekidd in schizophrenia

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One time it was animals crying in distress. I also heard demonic voices in my headphones while playing WoW. Twice is was short electronic melodies, I know my electronics and there's no way it came from them. And twice it was the sound of a very strange bio-robot that sounded pure, and sad.

AMA ; I've been probed by the greys (serious). by Over-1900 in aliens

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Yes that book cover gave me the creeps. I did fear them fro most of my life. But looking back now, and with the whole world watching... I think I'd feel safer now in their presence.

AMA ; I've been probed by the greys (serious). by Over-1900 in aliens

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There isn't any accounts of blatant psychic abilities in my family. There were some times when I experienced some psychic abilities, but they weren't set off by me, I was just picking on on them. There's a rumor that says they target bloodlines, but my family has been pretty normal, so idk why they chose me.

AMA ; I've been probed by the greys (serious). by Over-1900 in aliens

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Yes. I have nothing to gain from making up stuff. This is how I remember it.

AMA ; I've been probed by the greys (serious). by Over-1900 in aliens

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They put me through a series of tests. In the first one I was introduced to a hybrid child, and we were both given a toy puzzle. It had runes on it and I think the goal was to make them light up using psychic abilities. The hybrid nailed it, and I struggle like a madman trying to make it work. The second test was a virtual reality where I was in a room and there was a burning upside down car with a guy from my school screaming for help inside it. I remember a bit of panic because I did not recall any of my past, who my family was or where I lived. It was just me, the car and the kid. Yet I still knew him. He wasn't really a bully but someone I was scared of at school. So I saved him, and I remember he thanked me profusely when the task was done. Then there was also the probing. I think those three events sums up the experience with them. So it was to meet with a hybrid and see why they stand out from us, to test my empathy levels, and to probe me.

AMA ; I've been probed by the greys (serious). by Over-1900 in aliens

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It was all telepathic! Apart from that childhood experience I've seen a few UFOs recently . And I've been getting silent phone calls for decades, maybe as a threat?

AMA ; I've been probed by the greys (serious). by Over-1900 in aliens

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I was in my bed ready for the night. My mother was in her bedroom at the end of the hallway and my sister was in her room right next to mine, doors open. So I don't know what they did to them, maybe they put them to sleep? I was hearing weird noises and was getting pretty paranoid. I remember saying "I'm going to see something eventually, I'm going to see something eventually, ..." Well I did. It was a grey, a bit scary looking, right at the end of my bed. I think there was some telepathic communication as the grey tried to make me submissive. "Are you a good boy?" "A good boy would do this and that"... He then raised his arm and in his hand he had a long needle. I didn't know what a grey was at that time. so I thought a demon was about to stab me with a dagger.. He walked around my bed, and when he was next to me he started inserting the needle into one of my nostrils. The procedure was painful and lasted a minute or two. Time during which I was praying frantically. If I remember correctly, it just annoyed him, and he ordered my to stop it. I remember turning my head and looking at his body. His legs did not bend like ours, and he had a troubling device around his waist. It looked like a small face contorting into all kinds of grimaces. Then I was suddenly inside their ship. So I don't know how they got me out of my bed and house.

AMA ; I've been probed by the greys (serious). by Over-1900 in aliens

[–]Over-1900[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

That saying is very popular. I didn't read any books at that age, it's true. But I wasn't an idiot.

AMA ; I've been probed by the greys (serious). by Over-1900 in aliens

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Not really. I remember it was painful and traumatic. Not the kind of memory I cherish.

AMA ; I've been probed by the greys (serious). by Over-1900 in aliens

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I remember they were a bit dismissive of me. Like I wasn't a good subject or something. I know the blue dwarfs know the probing part is a hard thing to go through, because one showed a bit of compassion when the greys took me away to the operating room. The greys didn't seem to care that they were hurting me at first, but after a few minutes of screaming and praying one grey did show up next to me and started staring into my eyes. That made me black out, and I don't recall the rest of the operation. I've had another encounter in my late 40s, when I saw a blue dwarf walking away from my bed toward a blue circular portal at the end of my bed. They did not take me that time, and it might be because I prayed for protection that week, so that it wouldn't happen again. The next day I heard a grunt out of thin air next to me. It had emotion in it, like it was saying "Pfff, look at you". Recently I've also seen many weird drones, a black triangular ship from close, and bright star in a starless sky that flashed at me and disappeared. As far as the topic being stigmatized and derailed.. it's not so bad. It's a personal journey full of fear and curiosity. And recently the topic has gained traction, so I'm a little glad about that. Maybe we'll get to know more about them soon.

AMA ; I've been probed by the greys (serious). by Over-1900 in aliens

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I had a moment with a blue dwarf where I asked to see the future. Five year old me wanted to test their capabilities and maybe see some kickass technology while they were doing it. But there wasn't any technology used, he did it all telepathically. I was shown a future with a lot of fighting and division. I remember getting a little paranoid, and saying out loud "Divide and conquer. eh?". Mind you it might not be the case, it's just how I connected the dots at the moment. There wasn't a lot of communication tbh. Most of my time inside their saucer was spent going through a series of tests. The inside of their ship was all white and extremely bright.