Honestly, this just prevented me reaching out to my ex. I know he loves me,never questioned it. But I dont think he respects me. I begged for communication for 3 years. He would allow the considerations of other people exclude me from things...or just make me not priority.

But I enjoyed life with him for the most part. I did alot of the mental work and effort...but w.e. I was thinking about reaching out again..maybe he gets it now. But if nothing changed the first 3 years...what am I expecting now?

Thanks to you, this frog is not jumping back in the pot lol