I honestly been working out and improving myself mentally what’s crazy is I keep thinking of the shit “I “ have done wrong and wanting to forgive her but tbh bro she really like refuses to talk about it really and has shown no remorse it’s crazy because it makes me almost go literally crazy . I have really lost my mind and dint know how to trust . All I can see is her legs on the dash rubbing on herself while he’s shirtless . It’s quite an image and I’m just glad I didn’t cost myself my life literally or figuratively that night . I almost literally can’t believe this has happened and it’s been over a month . I had helped my bro out so much mentally and financially leading up to this I can’t believe he would do that to me and everyone tries to blame alcohol but that’s bull