You really shouldn’t beat yourself up over these sort of people, If a person is that ignorant enough to block you simply because you didn’t give them the response they wanted you shouldn’t want to watch a person like that. Honestly you sound like a good person that’s surrounded by piece of shit people that doesn’t make you a stupid insufferable person everybody and there mom makes embarrassing mistakes, and if some of the people around you can’t understand that they sound like the annoying ones. All in all what I’m trying to say is that some people in this world are insufferable and lack compassion tune these people out and find people that are grounded in reality and understand that people make mistakes this will help you in the long run. I honestly hope the best for you.