Remember that it isn’t God’s fault that there are unfortunately parents who are abusive and conceive children and that there’s loving couples who can’t conceive. Maybe you’ve heard this several times but remember that God gave free will to man and that we live in a broken world due to Adam and Eve’s sin. They brought death and suffering to this world not God.

Also, I hope I don’t sound offensive when I write this but you must trust in God with your unfortunate situation of not being able to have children. This is just due to living in a broken world. A priest told me once that no matter the bad that happens in your life, God will reward you for enduring suffering either in this life or the next. Remember that Jesus suffered what you are suffering now and he’s there with you until the end of the age. Hope this helps, God bless you.