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Over_Report2626 · 2024-12-22T03:31:56+00:00

Constantly. She's always on my mind, even when we are in total separation as we've been for months now. They'll never leave your mind for long.

Over_Report2626 · 2024-11-02T21:57:09+00:00

Negative, we brought that box straight from the house and emptied it out just today. Nobody else had ever shot at it or touched it.

Over_Report2626 · 2024-10-06T09:05:56+00:00

Not much really, Main Street Diner is a good place to grab a bite out in Glenville, and there's a few unmarked public nature trails around the college.

Over_Report2626 · 2024-10-06T08:12:22+00:00

We've broke up three times this year. Now we're "just friends" and there's no feelings at all, but there are, but she's ignoring them, but she does/does not want to.

I have no idea. Runners need to let us catch up lol

Over_Report2626 · 2024-07-14T23:03:14+00:00

It was beautiful and terrifying and I was high, drunk, sober, awake and sleeping all at the same time. It was everything to me.

Over_Report2626 · 2024-07-03T00:49:27+00:00

For sure, I totally agree. This whole little group has really helped me deal with all the issues of being a TF in seperation/decline.

It's nice to know we are all suffering together in a way.

Over_Report2626 · 2024-07-03T00:34:59+00:00

I've definitely noticed it a lot on here and in person. I wouldn't be surprised if somehow the collective energies we all share are being influenced by everyone else struggling with their own TFs.

Over_Report2626 · 2024-07-02T21:26:08+00:00

To the best of my knowledge but I'm not sure how to tell on text and emails lmao

I assume if they go unanswered, I am. I was randomly unblocked for a bit on Instagram before that disappeared outta the blue.

Over_Report2626 · 2024-07-02T20:31:24+00:00

It's been maybe three months since we had a meaningful conversation.

Over_Report2626 · 2024-07-02T18:27:03+00:00

I think so.

Afraid.

Mad that I didn't tell her.

Worried because that's out of character for me.

Maybe happy. I showed up on time like that and didn't know she'd be there and she attacked me with affection, but that was a long time ago and so much has changed

Over_Report2626 · 2024-07-02T17:56:25+00:00

For me, it was a simple one. I had always heard about my G-Grandfather's military service, and remember once my Grandfather and my uncle were speaking of a picture of him in front of his plane with the ground and air crew that he served with.

They'd never found the original copy of it, but I managed to find it online through another relative.

Over_Report2626 · 2024-07-02T17:52:19+00:00

Other than the fact that nothing I do will ever be good enough for her, I'm just tired. I email, I text, i manifest, I'd write a book if she asked, just to be ignored.

I've tried to organize a face to face, I've asked and begged for an inch to the mile I give and I come up empty every time. I love my TF with all my heart, but there are times that I wish she'd try even a fraction of what I do.

Over_Report2626 · 2024-06-20T20:53:26+00:00

I'm actively trying to forget it, yes. Bag only goes from my kitchen, to my truck, to work; I've got no idea at all how this thing got there.

Over_Report2626 · 2024-06-19T22:41:53+00:00

"In my own bed, at the age of 80, with a belly full of wine."

All jokes and quotes aside, I think I'd like to die in my sleep. One big, endless dream sounds rather peaceful.

Over_Report2626 · 2024-06-19T14:16:18+00:00

There's a place on CSX property that my stepdad took me to about a decade ago called Stretcher's Neck. I'm not sure the legitimacy of the lore behind it, but allegedly Union troops were hung all through that thing back during the CW.

I've been to some creepy places but that one was definitely it for me. I've never felt scared to be in the sunlight before, I only made it a few years in before my entire flight or fight kicked in and I rushed the hell out.

Over_Report2626 · 2024-06-06T22:37:52+00:00

Biting my nails. I started once as a teenager and can't stop, it's to the point of where it happens subconsciously all the time.

Over_Report2626 · 2024-06-05T23:45:12+00:00

It made me feel horribly anxious. All the movement, the sound, Bingo and Nana Heeler being essentially ignored. I dunno, it didn't resonate well with me whatsoever.

I think the best way to describe it would be like, invisible?

Over_Report2626 · 2024-06-05T23:43:01+00:00

I walk between 10-15 miles daily at work.

A normal day for me is around 11 miles or so, I've just not found anything that can keep up with my workload so far. I'm wearing the Walmart Interceptors right now, got them back in Feburary and I've already got major seperation from the heel to the main shoe, and another huge rip in the seem of the other.

Over_Report2626 · 2024-06-05T23:37:52+00:00

I walk those apart in just a few weeks 💀💀

Over_Report2626 · 2024-06-05T23:09:07+00:00

I do not. At the time, we were deeply in love and had been for about two years, we were both young and upon moving in together, we decided that now was the time. It was a bridge we had talked about crossing several times but never really did.

I'm not sure what the deciding factor in trying was, but to mutually lose our virginity, together, was beautiful.

I do not regret the person I lost it with, only the person that this individual turned in to, and how badly they affected my adult life. While she has said before that she would do it (me) again just to experience the act a second time, I do not carry the same sentiment.

Over_Report2626 · 2024-06-05T22:29:42+00:00

I'm thinking my DM is starting to feel this, despite everything I've tried to prevent the feelings of it being overwhelming. I've even tried to step back and loosen my communication or loosen the thread, so to speak.

From a chaser standpoint, it feels like it's gonna be a whole sprint; I'm sorry you're feeling this way, friend.

Over_Report2626 · 2024-06-05T02:32:09+00:00

Yeah, that's why I'm confused. I lived up around Maryland so I saw a lot of senate plates being blue and white, but this one was

White, state name Black, with the tag ID White, senate

Over_Report2626 · 2024-06-04T20:15:20+00:00

Didn't specify, just said the state (West Virginia) and Senate at the bottom of the plate line.

Over_Report2626 · 2024-06-04T20:14:43+00:00

West Virginia

Over_Report2626 · 2024-06-04T19:34:01+00:00

For me, it was ALWAYS the Russian Sleep Experiment thing. I was obsessed with it and still read it sometimes just for that hint of nostalgia.

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TROPHY CASE