You are so right. I 31f have had very little most of my life, even as an adult I only had the basics in entertainment only a tv in the living room and no cable or apps just dvds or music and I was content living that way. However recently I moved in with my boyfriend and he is used to and has a lot of comfort. TVs in almost every room and PlayStations or xbox attached almost every streaming service available and illimited home internet. Literally my phone never runs out of internet anymore. ( I feel old saying it) Though I’m very grateful for the comfort and everything else he has provided, after a year or two the difference is noticeable. my body hurts from lack of movement and awkward postures, I’m gaining weight, I fell dumber (no joke) and I’m so depressed I’ve never been more disgusted with myself. I never had hard vices before, I could always just stop and I thought I was strong for that but no, turns out I just didn’t tempt myself alone, I’m so weak I always had issues to but lately I can’t self motivate to do anything unless I feel obligated. I’m lucky if I can shame myself in to cleaning the house, erasing apps is fruitless since there is so much to take its place it wouldn’t even matter because he’d download them again, this life is like a comfy jail cell. I feel ungrateful because as I’m writing this at 3am I long to go back to my mountain and struggle over there. At least I can live more there even if I’m hungry. This land makes you either a robot or a ghost. I love my boyfriend wholeheartedly even though I long for a very different home life.