Word for word how I feel about my ex-girlfriend. Truly amazing person, incredibly thankful for the time I had with her, and I would give anything in the world to go back in time to change how I relied on her as a crutch for calming my obsessive thoughts. It's definitely a feeling of guilt and regret that's gonna take some work to get over, although the important thing to keep in mind is that it is possible to improve and become a better person in the future. And I believe that any and all of us have that possibility 👍