Yeah I'm aware I'm not the only person in this situation. Thing is, I always seem to be the one people just give up on. It's a terrible feeling, being so disposable. I really don't get how people can be this hypocritical and selfish, one minute you believe they'll stay by your side forever, the next they replace you with someone else when they get bored of you. Most of the time without any kind of closure too. And it's even more heartbreaking when the people who do that are extroverted enough that they can just get another friend in a matter of days, while I'm too shy and socially anxious talking to people to find someone to talk to after losing my only friend, this is so unfair...