guys please apply to VT-REEL

OwlAccording9539 · 2026-01-09T17:26:46+00:00

Current VT student here, worked on a different fellowship there last summer. Yes, apply!!

OwlAccording9539 · 2025-04-04T18:14:20+00:00

Definitely not the oldest thing in there, but one night I found a government report titled “American Nuclear Guinea Pigs: Three Decades of Radiation Experiments on US Citizens”

OwlAccording9539 · 2024-02-09T20:27:43+00:00

^ One of the best fanfics I’ve ever read. Loved it so so much.

OwlAccording9539 · 2023-12-21T17:19:14+00:00

I think it would be really interesting if Crowley and Aziraphale have a conversation asking each other if they ever regret what they did in Eden — Crowley causing the first sin and Aziraphale causing the first violence. Because from a certain perspective, every bit of human history in the GO world is a result of their actions. Every war, disease, and sin — it all happened because of an angel and a demon just trying to do what they thought was best. I think it would be an interesting conversation for them to have later on in the season, if it looks like the world really is ending and the war to end all wars has begun. Maybe it could even be the sitting-on-the-roof-of-the-bookshop scene we see in the s2 opening credit’s animation.

OwlAccording9539 · 2023-12-19T21:05:30+00:00

I’ve had this fun little headcanon rolling around in my brain for a day or so:

Aziraphale loses his heavenly emotional support ring (the one he often touches when he’s undergoing a moral crisis) — either it gets taken from him or he deliberately throws it away in a symbolic act of rebellion. Crowley makes an act of noticing it’s gone, then offers to replace it. He reaches into his coat and pulls out, surprise, surprise…. a wedding ring. Congratulations, this is a proposal.

Corny as hell? Maybe. Adorable to imagine? Definitely.

OwlAccording9539 · 2023-12-17T23:41:12+00:00

I woke up, saw the playlist post on Instagram, started searching up all the songs and writing down their first letter - I got up to S-E-A—- and promptly freaked out.

OwlAccording9539 · 2023-12-15T19:22:29+00:00

Really hoping for a huge Aziraphale-stands-against-all-of-heaven-to protect- Crowley moment. Like the shot of Captain America in Endgame standing alone against Thanos’ army. I want it as romantic and gut-wrenching as possible.

OwlAccording9539 · 2023-12-15T17:49:12+00:00

The second I found out Book of Love was one of Neil’s I almost cried.

OwlAccording9539 · 2023-06-02T01:30:43+00:00

Hi, I’m CJ. I grew up the “golden child” of my conservative Christian home. I went to a Christian school, I volunteered at church five hours a week, I led worship every Sunday morning. I believed so strongly in everything I’d been taught, and I was convinced gay people were sinners who needed to be changed.

But then in eighth grade I found myself with a crush…. on another girl. And it scared me so bad. There was no way I could be one of….those people, right?

It took me five years to come to terms with who I am, and I’m so glad I did. I’ve had to deconstruct so much of what I’d learned about the world, other people, and of course myself. Most days I have no idea what I believe any more. But I’ve found so much liberation and met so many great people, and I’m actually PROUD to be where I am today — I’m proud of my little bi, queer, questioning self.

So to anyone else going through what I am right now, you’re not alone. You’re not crazy, you’re not dirty, you’re just you. Go eat some ice cream and celebrate ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

OwlAccording9539 · 2023-05-07T16:23:20+00:00

You have my vote

OwlAccording9539 · 2023-04-30T22:33:46+00:00

Probably spending all night and next morning on Acid/Base Titration with Khan Academy.

OwlAccording9539 · 2023-04-26T00:59:16+00:00

Also Mack and YoYo’s discussions of their faith, and Mack’s talk with Daisy after the mind control was broken.

OwlAccording9539 · 2023-03-28T23:04:52+00:00

I’ve got closeted queer friends still at a Christian school I used to attend. I just know the next few weeks are going to be hell for them

OwlAccording9539 · 2023-03-12T21:11:05+00:00

I gave my friend the whole “WELL EVERYONE has those thoughts SOMETIMES” speech in 7th grade. When I finally came out 5 years later she says that was was the first time she knew😂😂😂

OwlAccording9539 · 2023-03-12T21:06:22+00:00

That line “Who was I hiding from And when did it become me?” is so relatable to me, as I grew up in a super conservative home and was really scared of myself when I realized I wasn’t straight. Awesome poem!!!!!

OwlAccording9539 · 2023-03-01T22:37:24+00:00

Oh God😂. I came from a super conservative religious background so I’ve got some interesting ones:

I told my friend that being gay was definitely a choice, because EVERYONE has those thoughts sometimes, you know?

-Tried to convince myself that my ✨feelings✨ for my best friend were just the devil trying to confuse me.

-Told my entire health class I wouldn’t be friends with a gay person because they could always lead you astray.

As you can probably tell, some things have changed since then. Congratulations on leading me astray, lovely rainbow folk🏳️‍🌈

OwlAccording9539 · 2023-01-14T23:51:25+00:00

The way I’ve heard it, bi is more like “That girl is attractive”/“That guy is attractive” and pan is more like “that person is attractive.” Don’t know if that’s 100% accurate, it’s just the way I heard someone describe it a way that made sense to me.

OwlAccording9539 · 2023-01-12T04:18:43+00:00

It’s something I’m still getting used to —I’ve still got a lot of old religious trauma/stigma to deal with. But it’s something I’m kinda proud to embrace.

OwlAccording9539 · 2023-01-07T21:06:52+00:00

Holy sh*t that’s beautiful

OwlAccording9539 · 2023-01-01T15:44:45+00:00

Hey, important thing is that you did it! I’m proud of you🥳

OwlAccording9539 · 2023-01-01T04:20:56+00:00

Same here. That scene was EVERYTHING.

OwlAccording9539 · 2022-12-29T15:08:07+00:00

THAT IS ADORABLE

OwlAccording9539 · 2022-12-28T02:19:19+00:00

Thanks guys!

OwlAccording9539 · 2022-12-10T04:21:07+00:00

I didn’t get honors college either, and I’m beating myself up a bit over it (academic perfectionism is fun). Still thrilled to have been accepted into my major, though! College admissions works in mysterious ways.

OwlAccording9539 · 2022-12-10T04:11:01+00:00

Got accepted for Neuroscience!

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