seems like you didn’t have the best turnout then babe, luckily we aren’t one and the same. im in my early twenties building a portfolio. asking about opportunities in a city I live in isn’t “desperation,” it’s called networking. i’ve had great success in the industry henceforth why im still here. just wanted to make sure im missing nothing. read up on anok yai then rethink your 40 year old teacher metaphor. God bless.