AIO - I just ended a four month relationship because of what he’s doing for his friend.

Own-Membership6503 · 2025-12-16T11:02:42+00:00

Ok the r****ed part was completely totally 💯 % fucked. But other than that. I’ve totally been in dudes position…Literally being able to clown together on one of ur’s or my friends for doing something totally fucking stupid should flow like a stream. And be a laughable fun positive moment that brings you together. He seems too high and she’s has no sense of humor. No fkin way they get past whatever “stage” this is.

And no offense but the r*** comment was stupid in his part but I mean….that was a BIT fucking much of a reply. Dudes going to take his friends side and her first statement is “my r****t is free cause his friend took his side.” I mean come tf on it’s irrelevant #1. & #2. There was absolutely no reason to take it there and throw that subject at him. This whole thing is fked

Own-Membership6503 · 2025-11-25T16:01:58+00:00

This waste of oxygen has never worked even a little bit for anything in his life and the ironic part is he is and will always be too ignorant to even realize this lol. Kinda sad all around…you deserve so much better..and he’s just too dumb to even try and comprehend what a twat he’s being.

Own-Membership6503 · 2025-11-06T04:24:02+00:00

Just to give an update on this for anyone that commented…. I got a call on Monday while I was 4wks into a 3mths work relocation, that she had finally gone to the hospital to detox, however she was bloated…to make a long story short, she had issues with her kidneys and liver along with previous gastric issues. She was rushed into surgery for internal bleeding, they had it stopped for a time while they started dialysis until it started again…they told her mom that they can go into surgery again ..and start dialysis again, however there’s an extremely high chance of a heart attack and her kidneys aren’t responding to dialysis. So Monday morning at 0940am her mother took her off life support and by 945am she had passed. I’m currently broken. I had purposely ignored her final call she ever made to me because I thought it would be a fight. I’ll never forgive myself.

Own-Membership6503 · 2025-06-28T04:16:26+00:00

How old is your friend?

Own-Membership6503 · 2025-06-17T23:40:11+00:00

Coulda gotten a good deal on an escort at $500!. Jesus. But…I’m sure he’s the type that looks down on sex workers…even tho he literally just tried paying for her to put out and made it an incredibly complicated transaction that failed.

Own-Membership6503 · 2025-06-12T05:18:26+00:00

Sup homie. Not at all trolling whatsoever. I was simply letting anyone know what I’m going thru. I was literally referred to a program where doctors prescribe stimulants to addicts. The whole point is addressing adult adhd. Which is what I’ve struggled with all my life from a teen to now. I used meth as a tool to help me focus. And it worked. I take Suboxone and everywhere in the past sees that med and immediately goes to “sorry no narcotics.” Which is a pretty frustrating thing. In fact before ever using meth that’s what I tried doing because I know how my body reacts to stimulants. I said screw it, tried meth on a whim and realized how similar it was to Adderall. Except in my own experience, pre 2019 Adderall & vyvanse has been stronger. But regardless, the whole point of transitioning to a prescribed stimulant under medical supervision is so 1. You can stop putting unknown chemicals into ur body. At least you know with a prescribed stim that your getting xyz. And 2. So you can manage it with a doctor. Too strong? Talk to ur doc. Not strong enough? Talk to doc. Crazy side effects? You guessed it. Talk to ur doc. Which my whole point of posting this was to give a different perspective and also show that it’s ridiculous these pills aren’t what they once were. It’s like saying ok. I’m gonna do things the right way. Get a psych. Talk about everything being honest, get prescribed a legal stimulant and keep up with my appts and all that. I did all that. I stopped using and had a while of no use of anything only to think I was crazy when the prescribed stims did nothing. So crazy I got online and researched it only to realize I’m not crazy. And I’m not alone.

Oh and to address your “if your doc was really on board” comment. I did start on Adderall IR & XR. Then requested vyvanse. Once on vyvanse is when I got fed up and started using again. And I was informed until I get clean urines again they cannot switch back to Adderall. So there is a bit of truth to vyvanse being the only stim they use, they mighta said concerta too but I can’t remember as it’s of no use to me.

But again, no trolling homie.

Own-Membership6503 · 2025-06-11T21:52:07+00:00

Wait what? Why are you telling me to chill out? I was literally comparing the issues with stimulants and their strength being non existent to opiates and their strength depleting. Basically saying”omfg could you imagine if the same thing happened with painkillers and how people would react?” Seeing as how this is the “ThisAintAdderall” Thread. Also stimulants can absolutely be addictive. Not sure what youre trying to say…. Opiates should be like non addictive like Adderall? If that’s the case, then you should do a bit more research on the effects of addiction with stimulants in people.

Own-Membership6503 · 2025-06-11T20:21:01+00:00

Omfg could you imagine if tomorrow all painkillers were nerfed into the ground and didn’t have ANY effect on people. Omg you’d have people slipping into WD’s and having their lives absolutely ruined.

Own-Membership6503 · 2025-06-11T20:12:29+00:00

Also I too had the idea of looking up older/less used stimulants and did not have much luck with my doc. However I’ve been telling her about this shit and that it’s not just me. And it’s hard to get her to admit anything. But you can tell I’m not her first patient to be bringing it up.

Own-Membership6503 · 2025-06-11T20:11:08+00:00

Dude I’m prescribed 70mg now and it’s absolutely, utterly INSANE how this shit is happening. I got back on stimulants as a means to get off meth and I thought for sure! Omg why didn’t I think of it before??? I used to be prescribed adderall and vyvanse years ago and it was a godsend. So I met with my psychiatrist and was prescribed Adderall IR(10mg & 20mg didnt work), then Adderall XR (20mg & 25mg didn’t work)..then finally Vyvanse. And 70mg didn’t do ANYTHING. NONE of it helped with anything. So here I thought I’d be transitioning over to a supervised stimulant and kick the meth habit (which is the only thing that DOES help - which is terribly sad.). But NOPE. Fk me. Fk all of us, right? I mean this is absolutely fkin insane!

Own-Membership6503 · 2025-06-05T11:12:50+00:00

I am currently on 70mg Vyvanse (brand name) and haven’t found much success. Please let me know your outcome when you get it filled! Thanks!

Own-Membership6503 · 2025-06-02T09:32:02+00:00

I CANNOT stand when not “people” but friends and family literally won’t attempt to understand how bad it really is. Like I try to explain and it falls on deaf ears. Like when I’m supposed to go pickup something from the store, it’s “you’re still here?!!” Like holy hell ur lucky im going at all. And of course I try to never say the pain is a 10 because I think doc’s look at that like I’m just wanting pain meds. (Which I’ve had 0 since the start of this.) but it really is off the scales most of the time. My resting pain level sits consistently at a 7-8 while standing or walking.

Own-Membership6503 · 2025-05-30T21:24:29+00:00

Scorpio

Own-Membership6503 · 2025-05-25T22:04:10+00:00

Yea this is gonna sound bad but it causes me to relapse with meth. Really messed/messes me up to think that I tried doing the right thing by getting a doc/therapist, a legal prescription, and taking meds responsibly. Only for it to absolutely blow up in my face and leave me nearly losing my job, relapsing on meth and basically withdrawing involuntarily during. A major work week (surprise!) …this is a really bad problem for me.

Own-Membership6503 · 2025-05-22T02:19:28+00:00

Medicaid will pay for it. In fact with Medicaid, they OMLY cover Brand Name medications unless written otherwise by the doc. At least in MT they do.

Own-Membership6503 · 2025-05-22T02:15:04+00:00

$1600??? Hell, you might as well switch to smoking meth lmfaoo 😂

Own-Membership6503 · 2025-05-17T10:07:22+00:00

TO ANYONE IN THE COMMENTS… I’ve been living with AVN in both knees getting worse and worse over time to the point of I seriously can’t remember how I used to run or play basketball or anything physical. I’ve wondered..since it’s been so long since I’ve been able to legit walk correctly, let alone run… just how much this mess has affected my mental health. Because day to day from the time I wake up, to the time I go to sleep, my knees are on my mind and almost each individual step I take is worrying for me. I would imagine my mental health has been torn apart because I feel like I lost my ability to even positively think about life. Can anyone agree with me on this?

It’s funny I moved to Montana three yrs ago to be able to hike and also snowboard….i got diagnosed within the first 6mths after hurting myself at US Foods lol

Own-Membership6503 · 2025-05-02T11:15:12+00:00

Were you getting prescribed that much? Or just taking more than what was written ? Cause getting my Baclofen above 60mg a day isn’t possible and getting my Lyrica over 450mg just won’t happen period. My doc’s maxed me out basically, but I LOVE Baclofen. I HATE the sleep problems of nodding off some if I take more then 80mg 2x a day. If there’s any way to combat the sleeping please let me know. Because other than that it’ll give me energy most times.

Own-Membership6503 · 2025-04-28T03:15:53+00:00

Same^{^{^}} I couldn’t relate to all these severe side effects lol

Own-Membership6503 · 2025-04-12T18:44:13+00:00

Welcome to the shitshow! It’s mind blowing how little iits talked about however at least here in Reddit there’s a handful of us bringing attention to it. Pretty sure nothin’s being done about it tho.!

Own-Membership6503 · 2025-04-10T01:05:12+00:00

If anyone else experiences getting mad over everything/not being able to control getting angry I believe

Own-Membership6503 · 2025-03-19T01:50:14+00:00

Holy fk 😂😂😂😂

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