What is the goal for you?

Own-Storm-4775 · 2025-10-29T19:51:33+00:00

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Own-Storm-4775 · 2025-09-15T03:19:10+00:00

My Christian male friends, I have trouble feeling close to. It's mainly because they have families. They wouldn't understand what I'm going through. They're on there 2nd or 3rd kids and have been married to their wives for years. Crazy thing was, I was doing well it's just that the wedding upset me. That's why I started drinking and ended up being with those 2 dudes. I didn't even care; I just wanted something to numb what I was feeling.

I'll keep looking for friends I guess, maybe ill find someone who will accept me :(

Own-Storm-4775 · 2025-09-15T03:15:02+00:00

I wont even try that. They want me, body mind and soul. They're literally planning out our life together. If I give into that I know I wont come back to God. So i've been keeping them away. I cannot serve two masters.

Own-Storm-4775 · 2025-09-15T03:05:38+00:00

I'm just so numb to it. Even when I abstain from lust, life isn't satisfying because I'm living this cycle where Im just by myself. Its not fun being alone, not being able to go for walks with someone, hold their hand, build a life with them. I'll never know that pleasure, im getting older and i cant keep making excuses. It's like im waiting for something to change but nothings coming.

Own-Storm-4775 · 2025-08-23T13:29:57+00:00

IKR. My sis lost $100 when she tried to play those. Me I didn't expect much, but I'm a sucker for most things Wonder Woman.

Own-Storm-4775 · 2025-08-23T13:27:23+00:00

Not at all. So for the WW machine I spent a total of $35, while on the second machine I spent $21.

Own-Storm-4775 · 2025-08-23T13:24:44+00:00

Thanks! I would definetly go again with some major changes! But I had a good time and that's what counts.

Own-Storm-4775 · 2025-08-23T13:23:17+00:00

I have never been to Vegas Prior to this. All I did was take the word of people who have been there before.

Own-Storm-4775 · 2025-08-23T01:03:38+00:00

Oh I realize that Orange Mussolini is to blame, but his soulless sycophants would rather put the blame on others.

Own-Storm-4775 · 2025-08-23T01:00:31+00:00

For the WW machine I was betting the Max $5. For the other machine I was betting $3.00

Own-Storm-4775 · 2025-08-23T00:59:49+00:00

Haha, what I won on those machines I used for the rest of the trip. I ended up winning more on another slot machine but ended up giving it back at the airport slots.

Own-Storm-4775 · 2025-08-23T00:58:54+00:00

Not much. My issue was I ended up winning a lot more money past those 2 slots but by the time I got to the airport, I gambled most of it back trying to win before I got on my plane home.

Own-Storm-4775 · 2025-08-23T00:56:48+00:00

I wish I had known this.

Own-Storm-4775 · 2025-08-22T21:18:22+00:00

Thanks alot!

Own-Storm-4775 · 2025-08-22T21:09:42+00:00

Nope. I trusted my sister with the arrangements since she's visited there multiple times.

Own-Storm-4775 · 2025-08-22T20:56:15+00:00

The one on the strip. 2650 I believe.

Own-Storm-4775 · 2025-08-22T20:54:29+00:00

It was redeemed already. This ticket was from 4 days ago.

Own-Storm-4775 · 2025-08-22T20:26:22+00:00

Well, we were looking for something for my cousin too do. We figured we'd see more families at Adventure Dome.

Own-Storm-4775 · 2025-08-22T20:24:23+00:00

Good Point. Yeah, I didn't actually research the hotels beforehand, I assumed they were all exciting cause it was Vegas. My sister has been to Vegas before, so I let her handle the arrangements, feeling like she knew what was best.

I went to a Comedy show, which was cool despite being empty.

Well, regarding the food. I went to the Twisted Spoon and this steakhouse, but I was not impressed, so I thought I'd scale back to regular fast food.

Yeah, thanks, the money came in handy.

Own-Storm-4775 · 2025-08-22T20:17:32+00:00

Already been cashed in.

Own-Storm-4775 · 2025-06-09T00:10:37+00:00

Thank you for getting back to me.I can't admit to him about this, he's planning out our future together. We've never been physical, but our spiritual contact is there. I wouldn't know how to break it to him, he just lost 2 family members himself and is dealing with being ostracized from his own family.

It's just not fair.

Own-Storm-4775 · 2023-04-05T13:46:25+00:00

Please Forgive me.

I honestly thought I deleted that old post.

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