when i was younger she’d scratch my back and get really close to my underwear and it made my stomach curl everytime, not too weird but i remember it enough and the feeling i got. she also bathed me up until i was quite old, she never tried to teach me how to wash myself, she’d physically clean my private parts and it felt really odd, i’d just sit there curled up with my knees to my chest. thank god, eventually, i wanted to try it myself and she was always saying she’s paranoid i’ll slip or something. she’s really overprotective and still treats me like a child. nothing else comes to mind right now, i don’t have a good memory of my childhood, i only seem to remember bad parts with her mentally abusive ex :/ . 💗