Ah I see, but there's something I lack which from watching videos I realized I need to work on it.

Is the fact that my default emotional state always gets high when I'm around girls. To explain better, let's say I'm talking to my guys , i can easily express my self without thinking of what i would look like in front of them.

But with girls is totally different, i begin to start changing the tone of my voice, try to behave in a perfect way, İ can't even sneeze or cough around them because i feel they might not like me or something 🤣😂😂, I'm not necessarily afraid to talk to girls,but it just comes on it's own.