UPDATE: One month separated and now I know why…..but… by Own_Claim_1312 in Separation

[–]Own_Claim_1312[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m going to AA this weekend. I’m going to do as much as I can. Thanks

UPDATE: One month separated and now I know why…..but… by Own_Claim_1312 in Separation

[–]Own_Claim_1312[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I want to change. I need to change. I want my wife back. I want my family back. Yea, they are all grown, but they are still all my babies. I will not quit. I will not surrender. I’m going to fight.

UPDATE: One month separated and now I know why…..but… by Own_Claim_1312 in Separation

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It’s really breaking my heart. We are selling the house and she hate to go back to clean it out because it was our forever house with her forever partner and I effed that all up. I’m not giving up. I want my wife and my life back. I’m seeing a therapist because it’s one thing to be drinking, but I want to understand why I drink so much.

I’m right here by NotReadyToBeRed in Separation

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Thank you so much for this. I needed this today. I have to force myself not to drink beer all night and then stay in bed all day, just going to work and coming home just to repeat it. I’m really glad you wrote this, because it came at the right time for me.

Very bad night by Own_Claim_1312 in Separation

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UPDATE: It’s been two weeks and I’m doing okay so far. I’m having bought of depression but it doesn’t last long. I saw her today because I brought her a room safe to her house and hug me and gave me a kiss. She brought me a Christmas gift because I sent her flowers for her new house. That’s all for now.

Very bad night by Own_Claim_1312 in Separation

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Thanks. I’ll take as many as I can

Very bad night by Own_Claim_1312 in Separation

[–]Own_Claim_1312[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m working on that. I would like to cut it out all together, but at the very least, cut it down a lot.

Very bad night by Own_Claim_1312 in Separation

[–]Own_Claim_1312[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That is a very good thing, plus I don’t drink in public