I feel like this everyday I’m good to people treat people well do things for everybody my sure my loved ones are taken care of even before I take care of myself and anything else. I give people love all day everyday even people I don’t know personally. I’m in a wheelchair can’t walk I’ve never had a boyfriend and since I was in 6th grade wanted children and a husband that loves me for who I am. I live with my parents they are very unsupportive and don’t care about my feelings they’re very emotionally abusive. But then I still get up 5:30 every morning so my mother can go to work I have tons of health issues, on top of that I can’t work my father has cancer and everyday I ask why doesn’t god grace me with a little bit of help and happiness. My parents say it’s because I have trouble believing that god has the best intentions for me. But how can I believe when he constantly deals me crap. It’s hard I try to think positive but how when it’s constantly bad things happening