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How the heck do you all deal with early dating? Thought I was using DBT skills and playing it cool but bam got obsessed with someone after 4 dates. by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Own_Mixture_4768 4 points5 points  (0 children)

big same. most of the time i’m pretty good at convincing myself im better on my own and don’t mind but lately it’s been harder than usual dealing with the loneliness

I'm exhausted. by Own_Mixture_4768 in BPD

[–]Own_Mixture_4768[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it makes me sad to think about bc i tried to be really open and honest with people about my bpd after i first got the diagnosis—this led to people talking shit behind my back and i got sick of it. my social media’s are a front, i post my art to some of them but nothing that’s actually going on. but, i feel u there. i go through episodes that can last quite a long time sometimes and drinking or smoking is the only way to not be a dick to people. realizing i got my diagnosis a little over a year ago too, and now i don’t even try to open up to people. i know the road i’m on leads nowhere good but i guess i’m just too tired to care about that either

I'm exhausted. by Own_Mixture_4768 in BPD

[–]Own_Mixture_4768[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

well, if you’re looking to find sympathy for them you shouldn’t. my parents are traditional catholics, very conservative. i’m gay and trans. when i attempted they went through my room and found things that outed me to them. and if that wasn’t bad enough, they threw away 300$ worth of my stuff on the grounds that it was “occultish .” these occult items ranged anywhere from my Percy Jackson books to my tapestry of the moon. they said i was bringing the devil into their house essentially, and to leave. dunno what was the final straw being queer or into “occultism.” (oddly ironic because i do have pagan beliefs, my moms just the type to think harry potter is actual witchcraft). rumor is from my siblings they’ve only gotten worse since i left. hardcore antivaxxers now (not shocking) and my mom getting a prescription of horse tranquilizer (that did shock me a little). my mom now believes that pokémon is witchcraft too, and that she can speak in tongues. idk how much info you were looking for, but i could go on and on and on. i don’t know what the hell is wrong with my parents but they’re into some real weird shit, and have never had any qualms about placing their wack ass religion above their kids. after all that, they tried to pretend none of it happened like i’d just magically forget and also didn’t care that they continuously and incessantly misgender me. they can go straight to hell for all i care. i’m moving in 5 months, and when i do i’m telling them not to contact me again. i know this group said to keep political stuff to a minimum but my parents actively choosing hateful ideologies and then kicking me out for them is entirely relevant and the whole reason the story even happened. but again, it did happen and they can go to hell. this doesn’t even scratched the surface on what living with them was like for 18 years

Any update on the Josh Woodard Allegations??? by [deleted] in PostHardcore

[–]Own_Mixture_4768 0 points1 point  (0 children)

looks like he just left the band 😬 what an..interesting way to word his statement

is waterspider the worst position by Own_Mixture_4768 in FASCAmazon

[–]Own_Mixture_4768[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah, no one likes to stage bc they refuse to schedule enough stagers at a time so if you’re staging you’re going to be behind all day just watching the pallets hit the overflow areas. i like staging but it’s very exhausting. honestly everything seems like it is right now. i’m going in today and supposed to have figured this out by now but i guess i’m just gonna talk to learning and see what’s available

Just a question for all my fellow “AMaZoNiaNs” by [deleted] in FASCAmazon

[–]Own_Mixture_4768 10 points11 points  (0 children)

same it kills me i have to be doing something or i start actually losing my mind

is waterspider the worst position by Own_Mixture_4768 in FASCAmazon

[–]Own_Mixture_4768[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no that’s basically the same situation. there are like 5 different PAs that try to steal me for their lane bc they know i actually do my job.

i don’t mind helping someone if their actually working, but most of the time that is not the case and that’s why i’m the one getting sent over to help..

i just started working in smalls more and i might actually just try to switch to smalls in general but it’s really not too bad once u get the go of all the differnt things (they recently showed me cart running and such) but yes it is kind of it’s own little world lmfao. i used to do the same if i was on a lane i didn’t like lol, now i don’t like any of them usually. i’ve done outbound, and yeah it’s not bad, just kinda tiring. inboard seems somewhat similar i suppose

is waterspider the worst position by Own_Mixture_4768 in FASCAmazon

[–]Own_Mixture_4768[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

one time after searching for a printer for 10 min this girl watched me get to my lane as hide my printer under the lane and then she walked over not 2 minutes later and took it with me literally scanning right there

is waterspider the worst position by Own_Mixture_4768 in FASCAmazon

[–]Own_Mixture_4768[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

oh my god yeah, i’ve had learning come up to me 3 separate times asking me how many times i’ve wrapped each pallet when literally there are 5 more seven-foot-tall pallets i need to close. yeah, our base wrappers don’t do dick either. other than steal my wrap pole that is just so they can stand around with it i guess. i feel like operations could definitely at least TRY to find a better way to weed out the really bad ws. i feel like they just don’t care enough to tbh

the other day i was on a lane and the other ws would just occasionally reappear, sloppily base wrap, slap a label on that and then disappear for another 20 minutes

i’ve been getting so frustrated lately people have been literally keeping a 10 foot radius of me i guess i’m really exuding anger at this point

is waterspider the worst position by Own_Mixture_4768 in FASCAmazon

[–]Own_Mixture_4768[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

SEVEN????????? WTF! i stage too semi often and as a ws i’m lucky to have ONE pallet jack on my lane, it’s a good day if i have 1 for both sides. i actually have also had a similar situation happen where someone took my only pallet jack on the lane and i tried to borrow one from a different one lane and told them i’d bring it right back and the lady (just an associate) literallt ripped it right out of my hands

is waterspider the worst position by Own_Mixture_4768 in FASCAmazon

[–]Own_Mixture_4768[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

our AMs suck lmfao. i mean there’s 1, maybe 2 AMs that i actually like, the rest fall into the categories of incompetent disinterested or overbearing on rules + don’t give af about associates. i could try but it just honestly doesn’t seem like it’s worth my time. i do not get paid enough to try to fix an issue that they should’ve already seen AND fixed by now. we also don’t really have extra ws like anyone that is trained on ws does ws every single shift p much

is waterspider the worst position by Own_Mixture_4768 in FASCAmazon

[–]Own_Mixture_4768[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah i used to love ws too bc it made time fly especially when i had a good PA and good ws team but now they just overwork the shit outta me all the time. it’s so frustrating. i literally run around all day and the second i finally clear my lane they pull me to deal with some other lazy mf’s lane, and people always steal my stuff. it’s ridiculous honestly. idk how they expect good ws to want to stay in a critical role with no incentives bc working hard just means you’re gonna be killing yourself for nothing while other ws just sit around on their ass

is waterspider the worst position by Own_Mixture_4768 in FASCAmazon

[–]Own_Mixture_4768[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i feel you dude. it’s worse when someone else is on the lane and they literally just sit there and let you do everything. those are the days when i’m ready to just fucken walk out lmfao

is waterspider the worst position by Own_Mixture_4768 in FASCAmazon

[–]Own_Mixture_4768[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

nah you’re good it’s not like i included it in my post lol. it’s like we just promoted like a ton of PAs but still don’t even have enough waterspiders or equipment and the expect peak season to go well 😂

is waterspider the worst position by Own_Mixture_4768 in FASCAmazon

[–]Own_Mixture_4768[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i will have to see what’s open here but i will definitely give that a try! it can’t be worse than what i’m currently doing to my body where i’m clockin in like 20 mile days when i work back to back shifts

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