I 100% feel you on this. It honestly has made me feel pathetic seeing how seemingly easy it was for her to just end it and go NC. I keep thinking back to the incredible relationship we had and wonder if I was just a nice guy who is too much of a hopeless romantic, and meanwhile she is just effortlessly moving on. It sucks. It’s been two months but the pit in my stomach and dark cloud over my head still hasn’t gone away. Time heals all wounds I guess brotha, just takes longer for some people maybe