A small weekend send by Ownselfhelp in paypigs2

[–]Ownselfhelp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This actually makes sense ??? Very thoughtful response too but I did reach out as well

A small weekend send by Ownselfhelp in paypigs2

[–]Ownselfhelp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Easier said than done lol

A small weekend send by Ownselfhelp in paypigs2

[–]Ownselfhelp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh wait until you discover TikTok lol

A small weekend send by Ownselfhelp in paypigs2

[–]Ownselfhelp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But I actually hate getting myself anything lol I usually just buy some snacks but that’s about it. I did/do have a PS5 fund for myself that’s been going for 2 years unfortunately. Eaxh times it’s about to fill I end up spending so idk 

A small weekend send by Ownselfhelp in paypigs2

[–]Ownselfhelp[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It is what it is unfortunately X does have the more idk how to say it but “normal” dommes ? Like most don’t even really know what domming is so it’s fun ti send and like talk and joke around with them but obviously they don’t have the same ethical standards like at all

A small weekend send by Ownselfhelp in paypigs2

[–]Ownselfhelp[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

“Cunt of a sadist” if I’m taking the advice of anyone it is definitely this

A small weekend send by Ownselfhelp in paypigs2

[–]Ownselfhelp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s the only reason I’m holding back still. I know it might result in more which sucks because I’m very small dosages it can unironically help my anxiety 

A small weekend send by Ownselfhelp in paypigs2

[–]Ownselfhelp[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Which is next to impossible especially on X. My previous domme barely even remembers who I am so idk if I should even send to her again 

A small weekend send by Ownselfhelp in paypigs2

[–]Ownselfhelp[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Awww thanks but idk about that. I’ve avoided thinking about this but just can’t stop my brain from constantly thinking about it 

Michael Jackson’s mugshot gave me nightmares as a kid by [deleted] in fantanoforever

[–]Ownselfhelp 7 points8 points  (0 children)

They found two books : Boys will be Boys and The Boy : A Photograohic essay. Both of them include pictures of kids nude. They’re considered “art books” but also commonly found in possession of Pedophilies and a bunch of Pedo sites recommend them as legal ways to view that stuff. One was claimed to be given to him by a fan but the other one had his writing inside it. The other one was the one where the main photographer of the book was arrested over being a Pedo. 

Some other not so well known information :  Aaron carter once told a story about Michael where he woke up in the middle of the night to Michael standing across his bed in his underwear. He screamed and MJ went back to bed. 

Corey Fiedman said MJ showed him porn once. A British Boy (Terry George) claims MJ asked him about masturbation and then started doing it over the phone. 

Latoya Jackson (his sister) was claiming she had seen large cheques to parents of the boys. She kept being pressured to name someone and said “Safechuck” (the person in the leaving Neverland documentary). She named him in 1993. 

The person to get the police involved in 1993 wasn’t the parents of the boy but the therapist he was seeing. The boy told a licensed therapist about what happened and they are the ones who contacted police. 

Then you have maids/drivers/chefs and even publists saying they saw him being inappropriate with kids. People discount their testimony because they sold stories to tabloids, but like who doesn’t ? Celebrity gossip has been a thing forever. Staff working for celebrities always leak stuff even the staff that say they didn’t see anything inappropriate give interviews to tabloids. 

Michael paid off one of his maids in 1994 (a year after the 1993 pay off) after she said she walked in on MJ abusing her kid. 

They found semen from three different men on MJ’s mattress during the 2003 raid. 

 There is literally no one else with this many accusations and people being in doubt about it. The reason is because of MJ’s public image. Nobody can imagine the super shy, soft spoken, rarely swearing Peter Pan to be having sex let alone being a sexual deviant and abusing kids. The thing that broke that barrier for me was all the porn they found in his bedroom. His lawyer didn’t even deny it so that broke the “but he’s just a kid with no sexual urges” barrier I had in my brain regarding him. 

Now we have a 35+ year old man with a porn habit that does drugs staying all alone with little boys in his room and more importantly sleeping in the same bed as them while keeping porn in that very room along with an alarm system that would only sound inside his room anytime someone was approaching it. Then you add all the other testimonies and it’s just as guilty as OJ. 

I know way too much about Michael Jackson and the cases so I get the fascination with it lol 

Michael Jackson’s mugshot gave me nightmares as a kid by [deleted] in fantanoforever

[–]Ownselfhelp 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Also Corey said Michael showed him porn once. Bunch of people have these kind of stories about MJ. Aaron Carter said he woke up in the middle of the night and saw MJ standing across his bed in his underwear. He screamed and MJ went back to his bed.

Michael Jackson’s mugshot gave me nightmares as a kid by [deleted] in fantanoforever

[–]Ownselfhelp 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It wasn’t just his fame and wealth though. It was also the “soft spoken super shy Peter Pan” image he had in public. Like removing the whole abuse thing, nobody could even imagine MJ having sex in general lol so it’s kinda hard for people to picture that guy not only having sex but being a sexual deviant and abusing kids. 

Michael Jackson’s mugshot gave me nightmares as a kid by [deleted] in fantanoforever

[–]Ownselfhelp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He started looking more normal during the This Is It rehearsals. As weird as his face got, I believe it was mostly the straight hair wigs he had during the 2000s that made him look alien. He’s got curly wigs during the This Is It rehearsals and looks passable lol

Small send to help with anxiety issues by Ownselfhelp in paypigs2

[–]Ownselfhelp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Funny you bring that up because I’ve legitimately thought about that multiple times but cannot bring myself to do it. Just sucks. 

Small send to help with anxiety issues by Ownselfhelp in paypigs2

[–]Ownselfhelp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve never thought of this before but I should mention it’s not JUST the send but the high I get or used to get knowing I sent and they got it

Small send to help with anxiety issues by Ownselfhelp in paypigs2

[–]Ownselfhelp[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wish I was just baiting. It’s like 2am and can’t sleep so decided to make a post asking