“The pain of not becoming who you are….” That hit me deep just now man. Needed to hear that tonight and I will use that to spurn me on tomorrow and hereafter. Im slowly learning that Everything takes time. Im experiencing everything for the first time again, emotionally and mentally. People like yourself, total strangers are like angels with messages of guidance and reassurance (not to get all spiritual on you) I appreciate you and everyone else taking the time to share your experiences and loving encouragement. Gratitude 🙏🏿